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Notes From The Field – Book 3:3

-I sense there is a deep thirst in society for a return to the societal virtues of the past as most observe the crumbling ruins around them caused by the adoption of an evil, leftist worldview.

-Halloween is the glorification and celebration of evil and darkness. Its popularity is a reflection of the world. If people experienced the evil they celebrated, Halloween would disappear from mainstream culture.

-Death is the pinnacle of all fears. If you’re not afraid to die, nothing else in this world should scare you.

-The person who is brave and courageous, wins.

-White Christians were the ones who led the movement to abolish slavery. It wasn’t other blacks, who were selling their African neighbours to the slave ships, nor was it the predominantly secular slave owners.

-Christianity is solely responsible for our conception of “rights.” All were created in the image of God, so all are equal in value. The concept of equal rights has the Christian faith as its foundation.

-Christianity was the soil in which the seeds of Western civilization was planted, and was able to flourish.

-The people who know the worst things about you, and still love you, are the greatest blessings you can have in life.

-Drugs and alcohol are isolating. People use them to aid in connecting with others, yet end up depressed and lonely.

-Saying and speaking the truth out loud is more powerful than any gun. The truth is a threat to the liars who run the world.

-We are at war for Truth.

-If we allow people to treat us poorly, we will never be disappointed that they continue to do so.

-Every worldview is based on faith. Even the rationalist must place faith in his ability to reason correctly and inerrantly. The world around us is proof that this is impossible.

-Almost every critic of the Bible makes it obvious they’ve never bothered to read it. They show themselves to be superficial thinkers.

-Spend some time watching a bird and tell me there is no God.

-My heart aches for the downtrodden; yet my heart burns in anger against the evil men responsible for so much hurt in the world.

-Society is okay with comfortable lies; lies that do not cost what truth demands.

-I wish I had moments where I could turn my brain off and rest my mind. Its inability to stop is the only way I feel abnormal.

-Those who walk in nature commune with the handiwork of God. Those in cities merely witness the evil and meaninglessness of humanity.

-In many ways, I have been humbled, yet still have a long way to go down the road of humility.

-Sometimes it takes many years to make peace with those you’ve wronged and those who have wronged you. It always starts with a right understanding of your own heart.

-Oh how I love and long for the Ancient of Days.

-There is no truer line from a hymn than John Newton‘s “…that saved a wretch like me.”

-We live in a time where people think their opinions are more important than their deeds.

-There is no lasting happiness or contentment outside of God. All feelings are fleeting moments between the mundane and meaningless.

-If science can’t determine how the pyramids were built, and as of yet it hasn’t, then we should reject any prognostications that so-called scientists make about evolution, climate, vaccines, or anything for that matter.

-The pursuit of one dopamine hit after another can only lead to unhappiness. Very few these days pursue anything meaningful.

-How did “sticks and stones can break my bones, but names will never hurt me” morph into “hate speech” and “words are violence”? The former embodies personal strength of mind and character while the latter signifies deep weakness. We are solely responsible for how words affect us. To live unbothered by the words of others is a show of strength.

-If you reject the notion of God, you’ll easily celebrate the extermination of babies and call it a “health service.” Reject God and you’ll accept all manner of evil.

-One of the amazing things about our current culture is how many people are obsessed with their bodies and appearance, yet spend so little time concerned about the condition of their minds.

-Those who trust their government can only do so if they are historically illiterate.

-Diversity crushes nations. People will vote in accordance with their identity, not their ideology. We have created a dysfunctional world where identity trumps all.

-The inversion is deep, and it is dark. Absolutely everything we see and hear now is a lie. The truth is hated, and the evil influence of government and media continues to grow.

-Deleting God from Western discourse has made us sick and weak. Only a return to the great Physician can save us.

-We are here for but a short time to speak the truth and share the gospel. We are here to redeem the time for the days are evil.

-“The heart of man is desperately wicked…” There is enough observational data to know this is true.

-Ideology and beliefs either amplify or subdue the evil that resides in the human heart.

-Christmas without the celebration and adoration of Christ is just empty commercialism. It is a holiday devoid of any true meaning without the remembering of this epic event of human history.

-“Has God really said…” The serpent’s first lie and deception continued throughout history and flourishes today. The rejection of God‘s word and words is the cause of almost all the world’s evil and ills.

-Divorce law is written by lawyers for lawyers. It is a fleecing scheme that cares not one whit for the pain and anguish the couple is suffering.

-People who dislike true things being spoken or obvious facts being stated are responsible for the current state of the world.

-Why are there so few flourishing Islamic countries in the world today? Because at its heart, it is a philosophy of destruction.

-In 1984, Orwell believed the truth would be hidden from us. In A Brave New World, Huxley thought the truth would be drowned out in a sea of irrelevancies. Both men were correct, and we are living through both.

-Leftists think they are God with ultimate power and authority. That is why they love abortion, for it takes life on a whim as if they were a god.

-I want to be remembered as someone who loved God, loved his family and friends, and was kind to all. I have failed it this more times than I can count and in some pretty spectacular ways. But from here on out, that’s it; that is what I am striving towards.

-I have caused pain, and I have felt pain. Living with the former is worse than the feeling of the latter.

-The Pope recently sanctioned the blessing of same-sex couples. Rome’s complete apostasy is now clear for all to see. Catholicism is a political movement, not a religious one; the Pope a politician, and by no means a representative of Christ. Rome is a corruptor of the gospel, not a preserver of it.

-When a man does not fear God, anything is permissible. Absolutely anything.

-Abortion is the seed from which a culture of death blooms.

-Over one million dead Ukrainians in the war with Russia and their blood lies solely on the hands of the US warhawks, who care not one whit how many innocent civilians die for their profits.

-Modern day “fact-checking” is deployed to subvert and protect the narrative. Fact-checking only became necessary when the truth needed to be hidden.

-We are bombarded with ugliness. From gross architecture to disgusting art. From men with lipstick, pretending to be women, to the fat acceptance movement masquerading as beautiful. The great inversion is all around us upending the good, and the beautiful, and the true; those things that swell the human heart in appreciation of this life.

-The wiser the man, the less alcohol he drinks; for it is the elixir of the impotent and the weak, the drink that enslaves body and mind.

-Some of the world’s most evil men and vile women just “followed their hearts”. There is no more idiotic modern saying than that. It belies a complete misunderstanding of human nature and the utter corruption of the human heart. Yet so many fall for empty jingoism and meaningless aphorisms that inevitably cause harm. It’s one of hell’s most effective slogans.

-We suffer from a selectivity of outrage. People are upset over Israel’s treatment of Palestinians. But no one cares about China’s treatment of the Uyghur muslims or Saudi Arabia’s extermination of muslims in Yemen. Some genocides matter, others don’t.

-It’s easy to rationalize and accept the mediocre.

-Manners are a forgotten courtesy in a selfish age. Common civilities seem lost to time. The disappearance of the “courtesy wave” is a sign of a selfish, declining civilization.

-Covid taught us that intelligence is not fallible. Doctors are generally some of the smartest amongst us. But look how many were completely wrong about Covid and continue to be. I can only assume they are literate and can read. Even the intelligent can fall for observably false propaganda.

-Very few have realized how thoroughly evil the leaders of Canada are. The country has fallen and hardly anyone can see it.

-From ancient civilizations to our very own, we have allowed the sacrifice and murder of children. The ancients did so because they thought they would get power and happiness in return. Today, we do it for freedom and convenience. Every society has believed that in some way, if they killed their children, their lives would be better. This is another example of the great inversion caused by unchecked evil.

-Do the people who ask, “why would God allow this negative thing to happen?” also praise and thank Him when good things happen to them? Most likely not. Man wants to blame God for the evil in the world most often caused by man. God has become an easy scapegoat for the person who does not want to believe.

-Like most things, the world has destroyed the beauty of Christmas.

-2024 motto: Be Thou My Vision.

-The sounds of a bird chirping in the morning is annoying to the hung over person, and beautiful to the sober. Alcohol turns everything beautiful and natural, ugly and unwanted.

-Atheists should not hold power; they are the first to turn to genocide because they believe they are God. That is the testimony of history.

-Politicians are the enemies of the people.

-We live in an age where words are used to manipulate, not communicate.

-You cannot have both diversity and a meritocracy. If you choose diversity as your goal, you are implicitly admitting you do not want the best, by definition.

-Cromwell’s aphorism “Pray much and keep your gunpowder dry,” might read today, ‘Keep the Bible in one hand and a gun in the other.’ Interesting times are upon us.

-A critical person and a sensitive person do not work well together. The critical person always makes a sensitive person feel as if their feelings are a delusion rather than evaluating their own harsh spirit.

-In Genesis, God created the individual nations. In Revelation, Satan himself moves the world towards a one-world government. God created the nations, globalism is satanic. The current immigrant crisis is the toppling of western nations and the demons in charge love watching the destruction in order that they can achieve their global model of governing.

-We are not fighting against anti-democratic forces in the world, but against those that want to invert good and evil.

-The absolute dumbest members of society are those who believe that “climate change” is an “existential threat” to humanity. This is a sure sign they are scientifically illiterate, and the easiest to manipulate.

-Some of the most irrational people I’ve met will call themselves rationalists. The mind is a justifier of almost anything, no matter how absurd.

-Most think that seeing is believing. That is a great inversion of what is true. Believing is seeing. You cannot see the truth unless you first believe it.

-I want my pastor to punch me in the face with the gospel. This hard head needs that, at a minimum.

-The more meritocratic a system is, the less racist it can be, by definition. The greatest enemy of racism is a system of merit.

-Do people still think that the blessings of God are upon America? Because, at least from afar, it looks a lot more like a place that has been profoundly cursed.

Notes From The Field – Book 3:2

-Whatever narrative comes out through mainstream media sources should not be believed; none of it. It may be hard to discern what the real truth is, but rest assured, the truth is anything other than what they are reporting.

-Veganism is mental illness.

-All men really want is someone that is nice to them and respects who they are.

-Any company that embraces DEI (diversity, equity, and inclusion) is making a public proclamation that they are not a serious company. They are telling the world that they are more interested in a person’s immutable characteristics than they are success. It necessarily entails employing less qualified people and ensuring under performance.

-There is something wrong if you find no joy in being alone.

-We can’t use plastic straws because one turtle died. Yet we can kill our babies, helpless inside their mothers, and celebrate it as freedom. Leftist ideology is bathed entirely in evil.

-We are witness to the controlled demolition of the West.

-The LGBTP community has a paedophile problem, and the lack of will to purge their ranks from this evil should speak volumes as to the real purpose behind the pride movement: the sexual grooming of children.

-“I don’t judge people” is one of the dumbest things a person can say. Everyone judges everything. They just have different standards by which they judge. Ironically, the ones who claim to be non-judgmental are usually the ones who judge the most.

-“Long-Covid” is pure fiction. It is the safe name they’ve given to vaccine injury to hide their malfeasance.

-Social media has become an addictive drug that keeps people from pursuing a good and enjoyable life, much like every other drug.

-To the people who live in a bubble and do not try to learn, everything is a “conspiracy theory.”

-Getting tattooed in your 20’s is telling the world that you are impulsive; easily swayed by trends; unable to stand against public pressure; a short term thinker; show little concern for your future; and have a higher propensity to use and abuse substances. Tattoos definitely tell a story, just not the one you think.

-Alcohol is a cause of physical sickness, mental sickness, emotional imbalance, and spiritual emptiness. It weakens people on every level, yet they will live with their alcohol delusion because they are weak and dependant.

-That alcohol is seen as socially normally is a big con. People are easily brainwashed.

-Tolerance is not a virtue. It is a sign of immaturity, thoughtlessness, and weakness. The man who tolerates evil will eventually be overcome by it, for he allowed it to flourish.

-Joy needs to be an intentional habit, for bitterness and resentment occur naturally by default.

-The only truth relevant to me: I am forgiven.

-We live in times of the great inversion: good is evil, evil is good; true is false, false is true; beautiful is ugly, ugly is beautiful.

-David is a character and man who gives hope to those of us who failed: he remained a man after God’s own heart.

-If the history of art has taught us anything, it’s that art that seeks to express the divine is magnitudes more beautiful than that which is centred on the place of man in the world.

-The decriminalization of all sorts of recreational drugs in Western nations is a sure sign of a nations hatred for its people. When they denigrate and strip purpose and meaning from peoples lives, they legalize the means for them to cauterize their despair with a substance and destroy themselves.

-Sometimes the most compassionate thing we can do is shame the lies and nonsense that others believe. We should never let falsehoods flourish because we are cowards.

-There are no new heresies; just old ones repackaged. Climate change is just a type of environmental paganism where the earth is worshiped, not the Creator.

-The 1960’s sought to remove the moral restrictions on sexuality. The 2020’s seeks to now glorify and normalize the sexually perverse and mock the virtuous.

-It’s important to remember, there are evil men in this world; men who want to control and bring harm to others. They enjoy, and want to increase, the suffering of others. The most sinister of these will always make it look like what they really want for humanity is beneficial.

-Even the best things end.

-Chasing after happiness is a fool’s errand. It can never be caught; at least not for long. We should pursue contentment, for we then will possess it no matter our station.

-The trans movement has shown feminism and the feminists to be colossal failures. They have failed to protect women against the onslaught of men in drag from invading their spaces and usurping their rights.

-It’s a special kind of stupid that believes every event is due to climate change. Catastrophic events have happened since the beginning of time. The primitives blamed the gods. We blame humanity. It’s everyone else, not me.

-The tattoo is really the perfect symbol of this generation; an outward emblem to put on display for others with empty and frivolous meanings. The inward virtues of loyalty, truth, honesty, compassion, and justice; all don’t have the same permanence in peoples hearts as does ink on the skin.

-Life is sorrow, interspersed with little moments of joy.

-Somewhere a childless 35-year-old woman is hung over at brunch telling her friends how fulfilling her life is after spending the night drunk at a party dancing. Her lonely 30’s are just the extension of her wasted 20’s. If you pursue a meaningless life you will most definitely find it.

-We live on such a beautiful planet, yet the world can be so ugly.

-The alcohol experiment is over. Back to zero for me. I am not weak. I do not need a drug. I value a strong mind and present life.

-Man’s greatest endeavour can only be the pursuit of God. All of life flows from that.

-Emptiness and lack of meaning are the biggest factors in drug and alcohol use. People need to numb themselves against the outcome of their poor life choices.

-The financialization economy over the last 40 years has done more to increase the wealth gap, create income disparity, and divorce man from meaningful work. It has allowed the syphoning of wealth from the many to the few and will ultimately lead to a financial collapse as the disparity grows.

-We have allowed the mentally ill to ascend to seats of power because the cowards amongst us were too afraid to call these deviants what they are: mentally ill.

-People use alcohol to quench their mental and emotional thirst, only to make themselves thirstier.

-When Hamas beheads babies, it’s called terrorism. When Americans murder babies, it’s called “healthcare” and “abortion rights.”

-Feminists don’t hate men. They hate other women who embody the ideals that men desire.

-I think the main reason why we have so many insane ideas permeating our society right now is because we allow them to gain traction without adequately ridiculing and mocking them as they deserve.

-The old lies don’t work anymore and are being exposed. Freedom is a lie. Democracy is a lie. Free speech is a lie. Equality is a lie. Human rights are a lie. Almost every ideology is a lie. All these lies help create hell on earth.

-The proof that Islam is an evil, false religion is in the fact that it adherents have no respect for human life. It is merely a political movement, not a religion.

-Evil is coming for all of us. Nobody is immune, and nobody will come out unscathed in the fight against the powers and principalities. The weak ones will bend the knee and lie in order to survive. The strong ones who adhere to the truth and trust God will surely live. God grant me strength.

Notes From The Field – Book 3:1

For some time now I’ve carried Field Notes notebooks with me to write down and record various thoughts when I have them. It is something I wanted to become habit-forming and enjoyable over time. I like to write and sometimes jotting down a quick note is enough. I think that in the computer age many people’s hand-writing has suffered, mine included. I’ve always thought there was something more beneficial to writing things down.

I am not claiming there is anything wonderful, or original, or ground-breaking, in any of these thoughts and musings. On the contrary, sometimes they are the product of those boring moments when the mind wanders. There is no organization to them although the themes at times seem common. I will record them here in the way they were first written, only correcting any grammatical and punctuation errors.

Each completed book of notes is too much for one blog post, so most notebooks, once filled, will be broken up into two or three parts and posted over time.

-I try and be a hard critic of myself first. That being said, it in no way invalidates the cultural criticisms and truth claims I make towards the issues I discuss. Objective truth exists independent of the person asserting it.

-People today try and undo centuries of progress out of envy and bitterness.

-If you think paying a carbon tax to your government is a good way to change the weather, then you are exactly the type of gullible citizen they love to manipulate and extort.

-Concerts and live music can really bring joy and be uplifting. Music is food for the soul.

-I no longer can believe in the principle of free speech because no one truly does. Speech laws just becomes a different set of revolving “blasphemy laws” enforced by whoever is in power. If God believed in free speech, why was blasphemy a sin?

-Many people choose, and are responsible for, their own misery through the choices they make. It usually comes cloaked as “fun and enjoyable” and leaves them in despair.

-The Left is a death cult. Everything they advocate for is to lessen human flourishing.

-Freedom is becoming unafraid and fearless of the consequences in an age of weakness and gullibility.

-Tolerance is the virtue of the weak. It’s really no virtue at all, and is usually the means by which evil is embraced and celebrated.

-Poor life choices often lead to loneliness and despair.

-We as a society have allowed the court jesters to ascend to the throne. Our politicians really are the least qualified people to lead us.

-The first song I heard today was Beautiful Day by U2. It’s impossible not to smile while listening to that song. As gloomy and down as my spirits can be at times, music can lift me up when I need it.

-Tattoos are an outward sign of narcissism. They scream “look at me.”

-The world is not horrible because of some fictitious, white male patriarchy, or some absurd notion of Christian or religious oppression. These nonsensical ideas are observably false. The world is horrible because people have embraced leftist ideologies that are destroying the hearts and minds of decent people. Evil often creeps in unaware.

-Look at the art a culture produces and you will see what it values.

-The global pandemic response, and those who fell for it, serves as a great filter to determine who will make it; which humans are strong enough to resist the evil before them.

-The West is in the decadence, degeneracy, deviancy, and decline stage of Empire. The open embrace of evil always leads to collapse.

-There are few things more pure than the love of a dog for his or her master.

-There are few things more fundamentally important to society than the distinction between male and female; men and women. The trans movement is dyscivilizational and an evil that needs to be opposed at every opportunity.

-People want to be entertained, not educated. Global IQ is dropping at a time when more information than ever is available to us. They mindlessly scroll and take in this information without really thinking deeply about what they are being shown or manipulated to believe.

-The Pride movement has been the most successful psyop in history. They’ve gotten the majority of the world to fall in line and believe that which is observationally false with the ultimate goal of sexualizing children. That is what the rainbow flag is now a symbol of: the sexual objectification and grooming of children; the very real symbol of evil.

-I write, and say out loud, what many others think, but are afraid to say. It’s not done to offend, but to give a voice to truth. I do not care what others think of me and the views I hold.

-Tolerance is a pretend virtue. It’s about signalling the goodness of the tolerant with no real heartfelt concern for the object of tolerance they purport to care about.

-If Covid taught us anything, it’s that doctors can now be equated to lawyers when it comes to trustworthiness. Are there good ones? Sure. But most fell in line and advocated for vaccines that had no credible testing or studies behind them and that we now know are causing higher mortality and lower fertility in those who received them. They can no longer be trusted if they merely act on what they’re told. It’s against the very oath they took.

-All alcohol does is reveal how weak the person is who relies on it.

-I long for the day when the battle is over. I do not fear death. I welcome it. All to be in His presence.

-Those that deny the concept of sin need only take a few moments of quiet reflection on their own hearts to understand the reality of it and how deep it runs. Evaluating yourself can be painful.

-I’ve spent many years reading the prominent atheists: Dawkins, Dennett, Harris, and Hitchens to name a few. They are remedial thinkers, and only impressive to those with average intelligence. If someone speaks of them favorably, you can almost immediately determine everything they believe.

-“So will I choose their delusions.” Isaiah 66:4.  It’s hard to think of words any more self-evident in the days in which we live. Delusions abound.

-The men worthy of admiration are those who have given up much and sacrificed comfort. The modern world idolizes the worst people society has to offer.

-Fear God, do not fear men. That is the true basis of freedom.

-Men will believe anything, no matter how ridiculous or absurd, in order to reject the truth, and justify their own depravity.

-If there is nothing you’d die for, you live a life without passion and meaning. What a pathetic way to live.

-One of life’s great pleasures is sitting down and listening to the sound of music on vinyl.

-It is hard to forgive those that wish you harm or hate you. But I have found this most freeing. Forgiveness is a beautiful thing.

-If Darwinian evolution is true, then homosexuality is a choice, not a genetic disposition. Because of its non-procreative nature, the gene would have been selected out of existence almost from its initial appearance.

-I need to be more gracious.

Notes From The Field – Book 2:2

-It is now plain to any rational observer, that the government and those in authority, prefer people to be physically weak and mentally ill. Society certainly has an abundance of both.

-“I drink just to have a good time with my friends,” they say. This is a tacit admission that they need a drug to enjoy themselves, even with friends. Sober moments are not enough for many.

-What am I doing with the time I’ve been given?

-Climate change is modern day pantheism. Old heresies are made new again. Conflating the material with the divine is nonsensical on its face.

-Cancel culture exists solely to try and ban people who have devoted themselves to objective reality. They can’t tolerate those who do not bow the knee to scientific absurdity.

-Homogenous nations arise out of the rubble of failed, heterogeneous empires. Immigration, if left unchecked, will most assuredly destroy a nation from within. Out of that destruction, a new nation (homogeneous people group) will emerge, and the cycle of history will repeat.

-Governments, especially local ones, have adopted a revenue model of governing. They are not concerned with improving the quality of life of people. In fact, the exact opposite seems to be the goal.

-Recent studies reveal that more and more people do not want to have children. Kids are work, but work that produces one of the greatest pleasures of life.

-Cities are soulless. Man was not meant to live in shoebox sized condos. Our souls are deadened by the concrete structures of man, rather than uplifted by the creations of a loving God, in nature.

-Every man needs a great watch, and a sharp knife; one for contemplation, and the other, for preparedness. And both for utility.

-The fundamental premise of freedom is one’s ability to defend themselves. In Canada, it is illegal to carry anything for the purpose of self-defense. Canada is not a free country, nor does it value the freedom of its citizens.

-Those who claim an adherence to “science” still must do so on the basis of faith. Every first principle is asserted and unprovable; it can only be falsified. Both religious and scientific claims have “faith” at their foundation.

-The observable existence of evil is not a proof that a good God does not exist. Rather, it proves the need for a robust Christianity, as the only means to defeat such evil.

-Europe and North America have yet to realize they are at war. The gates have been thrown open, and they have been invaded. The fighting has yet to begin. Homogeneous nations rise from the ashes of fallen heterogeneous empires. No nation has stood for long after such a vast movement of people groups from one nation to another. Prepare for the fall of the west.

-The notion of hate speech is a weapon to silence unapproved words and ideas. Those in charge are purveyors of hate, and are not really opposed to hateful rhetoric. They merely pronounce what kinds of hate are permissible, and what groups can be freely targeted.

-The “best” critics of the Bible are always those who have never read it.

-If everyone were to examine the darkness in their own hearts, the world would be a kinder place.

-‘Sound of Freedom’ is a spectacular film. Everyone needs to see it in order to understand the magnitude of the child sex-trafficking problem around the globe. It’s hard to comprehend this level of evil.

-How is it that evil flourishes in a world that boasts it is more enlightened than ever?

-America is but an ugly shadow of what it once was. As Christianity fades, evil ideologies rush in to fill the void and hollow out what’s left of the corpse of a fallen nation.

-Every aspect of society is degrading. In short order, we will lose all that we love and cherish, to the point where indoor plumbing may be considered a luxury for only the wealthy. A new ‘dark ages’ is dawning and few see it coming.

-The promotion and celebration of homosexuality has made it a lot harder for men to form meaningful relationships with other men.

-One of the main ills of our day is cowardice.

-Drag queens who want to be around children are pedophiles. Drag is overtly sexual. Don’t be fooled by them. Call them what they are. Shame them. They are pedos.

-Drag queens are demons in lipstick.

-People will treat you the same way they feel about you.

-Why do we worry about things beyond our control?

-People do not value life. They harm themselves with drugs and alcohol and proudly champion abortion. Life to many is worthless, and holds no meaning.

-The problem with much of the left is that they are certain about what they hate, but barely coherent about what they love. They do not create; they only destroy and tear down.

-If an atheist honestly searches for truth, he will invariably be led to God; the Truth. Atheism is never an honest quest for truth, but rather, a justification for one’s rejection of what is true.

-Gratitude is a lost virtue.

-Rise early, even if only to enjoy the quiet of the morning. This habit is restorative to the soul.

-The best way to destroy people is to get them to disbelieve things that are obviously true. Get them to believe lies, or fear telling the truth, and you’ve eviscerated their soul.

-Walking through life, you gather a collection of scars; wounds that heal, but leave a mark. For some of us, it feels as if we are limping towards heaven.

-The collective intelligence of Western nations is plummeting, and voting is now an IQ test. Our leaders become dumber and more corrupt as a reflection of the people they govern.

-Endurance in life and endurance in death; it is not ours to give up. Fight till your last breath.

-There is something profoundly ungrateful in giving up your life, suffering aside, before your ordained time.

-The modern mind would rather be entertained, than think.

-The American experiment is over. It could only function with a virtuous people, and that is no longer the case.

-There is no such thing as a trans person. No one is trapped in the wrong body. That people believe this is testimony to the power of brainwashing, and the ability of people to believe utter nonsense in the face of public coercion and pressure.

-The truth doesn’t mind being questioned, for it can withstand the scrutiny. It’s the lies and liars that must cower, hide, and censor any prodding or challenge to their dishonesty.

-A fully converged and captured organization (woke) is, by definition, incapable of performing its primary function.

-There are so many things I’d do differently; so many wrongs I’d right.

-The Pride flag is the flag of the LGBT “nation. They hang them on buildings like “colonizers” of the past to signify this place has been conquered (by the ideology). They think of themselves as a nation, set on “colonizing” the minds of the “natives” with their perverse morality.

-Liberals are more apt to abort their kids. Conservatives more apt to raise and teach their children. The future belongs to those who value it, and raise the next generation.

-The dying light of the sunset,
Is a beauty forever lost.
The departing soul of a loved one,
Is a beauty forever lost…
…until heaven.

-The current generation is awash in the vulgar. They consume it. They revel in it. They celebrate it. They have lost all admiration for the good, the beautiful, and the true. They are “as dogs returning to its own vomit; as fools glorifying their own folly.” As they think and act, so will they be: vulgar.

-300,000 to 400,000 Ukrainians killed in a war that didn’t need to happen; one started by the US and NATO as a proxy war against Russia. Pure evil.

-In other gay news, a Florida school board has allowed a kids book with two “penguin dads,” but banned Shakespeare’s, Romeo and Juliet, because of “sexual content.” They are allowed to read excerpts from the play, but some parts must be omitted. The whole world is fake and gay, and wants nothing more than to devour and pollute the minds of children.

-People have too many worthless friends and acquaintances in their lives. Drinking buddies, gossips, partiers, and the intellectually vacuous; to name just a few. These types of friends will always keep you from becoming a better person, as you walk the wide, lazy path of life alongside them.

-Homosexuals can’t have children. In order to “multiply” they need to target and sexualize the children of others. Grooming children is their procreative act.

-Most paedophiles hide in the shadow of the LGBT community and cloak themselves in the safety of the Pride flag. Henceforth I will only use the acronym LGBTP as a more accurate descriptor of this group until they purge themselves of the cancer in their body.

-Leftist’s want us to believe that people are born gay; that their sexual orientation is fixed at birth. Yet the same people also want us to believe that our sexual identity is fluid and can be different every day. Their world is incompatible with science, reason, and logic. It is contradictory nonsense.

-First it was mandatory toleration. Then it was mandatory acceptance. Now it’s mandatory celebration. How long before they demand mandatory participation?

-Women stop drinking when they’re pregnant so their babies don’t get foetal alcohol syndrome, which retards their brain development. So why would anyone continue to drink and damage their own brains? The drug of alcohol has such a strong pull on most drinkers that they just don’t care.

-The proliferation of alcohol in every aspect of peoples lives is a certain sign of their inability to enjoy themselves naturally, as well as an indication of how much they’ve created a dependency in their brain for substance-induced enjoyment.

-Is it any wonder that in a society that loves and promotes abortion, which is the dehumanization of the most vulnerable amongst us, that these same people do not care about the child sex-trafficking that goes on everywhere?

-A man can murder and cause such immense pain in the loved ones of the victim, that they can decide to have their lives taken by the state (MAID) because of their pain and depression. Yet, the murderer’s life is spared and often can go free. Is that not a sign of the insanity of modern society?

-What if I asked you to eat a particular food because you would find it delicious and it would make you feel happy for a couple hours? I’m sure you would try it. But then what if I told you that this food was a known carcinogen; that it causes heart disease, strokes, and liver disease; that it’s a depressant that will leave you feeling down and gloomy afterwards; that it is something that shrinks your brain and weakens your immune system and takes nearly 7 days to fully leave your system after eating it. Would you still eat it? No? Then why do you drink it?

-I read today that California Democrats blocked a bill to make child sex trafficking a felony. This is what happens when you remove boundaries around sex. This is the slippery slope of passing gay marriage legislation. The deviants come out and keep pushing the boundaries. The full sexualization of children and removal of age of consent laws is the ultimate goal and endgame. The paedophiles will keep pushing to normalize their evil proclivities.

-It was the so-called conservatives who sold out the American middle class, and sent almost all their manufacturing to Mexico and China in the name of capitalism and profits. It was the conservatives who gutted American prosperity and turned them into a consumer and service economy. America is a hollowed out corpse compared to what she once was. Conservatism cannot revive her. Only a strong nationalism can.

-Capitalism cannot work across borders with different laws and economic systems. This is the failure of globalism.

-Once Western nations become unmoored from their historic Christian roots, all manner of evils can flourish. It’s as if Lady Liberty has grown horns.

-For all those still looking at the numbers and following the excess mortality stats, it is now clear that the Covid vaccine was a bio weapon designed to kill hundreds of thousands of people, and make those behind it, rich. The next one will be even deadlier as this test run showed them how gullible and pliable the population is.

-The same people who forced vaccines on us because they cared about our ‘health and well-being,’ are the same ones who do nothing to stop the flow of fentanyl over the borders. They cared not one whit. Never believe them. They are evil.

Notes From The Field – Book 2:1

For some time now I’ve carried Field Notes notebooks with me to write down and record various thoughts when I have them. It is something I wanted to become habit-forming and enjoyable over time. I like to write and sometimes jotting down a quick note is enough. I think that in the computer age many people’s hand-writing has suffered, mine included. I’ve always thought there was something more beneficial to writing things down.

I am not claiming there is anything wonderful, or original, or ground-breaking, in any of these thoughts and musings. On the contrary, sometimes they are the product of those boring moments when the mind wanders. There is no organization to them although the themes at times seem common. I will record them here in the way they were first written, only correcting any grammatical and punctuation errors.

Each completed book of notes is too much for one blog post, so most notebooks, once filled, will be broken up into two or three parts and posted over time.

-There has never been a thriving and safe atheistic society in human history. Atheism always evolves into evil.

-Society’s problem is a colossal lack of meaning. They will medicate themselves with drugs and alcohol to assuage their feelings of emptiness.

-Diversity is not a strength. It always leads to conflict within a population. We need to glorify the things that unite us as humans, despite our diversity.

-Trans people are lashing out in violence because they know inside they are broken people and they have an intense hatred for those who are normal. They cannot cope with their mental disorder.

-The drinker is weak, the drunkard a fool.

-One of the best things I ever did was not allow my son to be medicated for a wrongful and fictitious diagnosis of ADHD, with some brain-frying drug. Young men who have been on these SSRI’s are struggling badly in all kinds of ways.

-It is frustrating to watch those who know nothing, think they know best. This is the folly of our age.

-No one chooses to do evil because it’s evil. They choose seemingly good things in the hopes that the evil underneath the surface will not deceive them.

-To gaze up at the stars in the dark of night, and think we are just one big cosmic accident, is either the height of arrogance, or stupidity.

-Watching how drunk people talk and act, and how grossly sad  and pathetic it is, makes the sober life all the more appealing.

-Do virtuous things daily, and then do them again. As most embrace pleasure and deviancy and lead lives of despair, the virtuous person who pursues beauty and truth will flourish like a field of mountain flowers.

-We live in a time when dialectic has become irrelevant and rhetoric wins the day. Whoever can make the best emotional argument, devoid of science, facts, or reality, wins. This has been one of my main criticisms of conservatism. We seed ground by playing on their field. We lose the rhetorical battle before the real war begins.

-Universities are cesspools of idiocy, and academia a scourge on society. The sooner this whole enterprise collapses, the better off civilization will be.

-Leftism wants to make you believe that everything ugly, is in fact beautiful.

-The trans activists are proof that demons walk among us.

-We are at war for the soul of the west. The time for compassion is over until sanity is restored.

-A person is the sum total of the thoughts he thinks, and the words he says; that is why we see such decadence, deviancy, and despair in this modern age, where people have given up on the pursuit of those things which are good, beautiful, and true.

-Alcohol is a stupid trade. The drinker exchanges a few hours of fake, substance-induced joy, for 5 to 7 days of the depressant effects of the alcohol leaving his body after its harm is done. Only someone with poor risk assessment skills would make such a trade.

-There are no do-overs. Life is a series of choices. So choose wisely. Regret is painful.

-Objective truth must be the reality of a prosperous society, for if nothing can be called true, everything is permitted.

-The new pagans have gained control; the barbarians have seized the city. The civilizational collapse is well underway.

-The trans movement is the rebirth of ancient child sacrifice as they promote chemical castration and the sexualization of our most vulnerable. They are sacrificing children to the gods of this age.

-The modern pagans love abortion. It is the genteel method by which we sacrifice our children to the gods.

-“Pronouns in your bio” signify nothing more than adherence to the doctrines of a religious cult.

-One day I will die. So today, I am going to live.

-The climate changes. It has since the beginning of time. Putting the same morons in charge of this issue who miss handled COVID-19 so poorly, is civilization suicide.

-What a tragedy that people will give up “amazing” for “mediocre.”

-Western nations are in decline, or rather, free fall. Nations always rot from within first, and the moral degradation of the last few decades has hastened the demise.

-Heartbreak and loss are greater pains than any physical ailment. The heart feels far more than the body ever could.

-Travel is wonderful, but everyone needs to know where home is.

-The problem with the ignorant is that they’re plentiful.

-Even casual drinkers have a problem with alcohol, as they think their casual cravings are normal. That is the problem when you combine a powerful drug with a weak mind.

-There is no worse feeling than quiet despair.

-Imagine thinking that getting drunk in bars with strangers was a good and healthy way of socializing and meeting people. This is how weak and lazy people look to entertain themselves. We live in a time of quiet desperation, that craves the worst kind of entertainment. We need to rethink how we socialize with friends and look to build strong, sober relationships with people of high-quality.

-The US banking system and economy will collapse. It is inevitable. This is my prediction. (May 1st).

-You can tell everything you need to know about a person if they stand on escalators.

-Having a daughter who is sweet and wise is a real blessing. She sees right through the ways the world is trying to destroy young women.

-Evil is at its best when it disguises itself as virtuous, and masquerades as tolerance and compassion. The great evils today are done under the cover of “tolerance.”

-Two thirds of the world drinks alcohol. A third of those suffer from an AUD; alcohol use disorder. It is a powerful and highly addictive drug. We have an epidemic of people using this drug to cauterize the hopelessness, emptiness, and meaninglessness of their lives. We are watching people destroy their physical and mental well-being for a few hours of fake happiness. They are to be pitted in their weakness, and grieved over for their reliance on a drug to feel any kind of joy.

-One of the greatest ironies of the progressive mind virus, is that for all the talk of “toxic masculinity,” it’s the leftist support of the trans movement invading female spaces and reducing womanhood to a costume one can wear, that is damaging women the most. It’s not men, it’s those who support this evil ideology that denigrate the beauty of womanhood the most.

-People will give their time and attention to the things they value most.

-The trans movement and those that supported it, will be ashamed of what they have done in the years to come, when the extent of the damage done to children and teens is fully made known.

-People will gravitate to others, who make them feel good about themselves; those who give them a sense of security, and goodness.

-Always believe someone’s actions; not their words.

-It was once said that “ridicule was man’s most potent weapon.“ We need to bring back shaming, and ridicule for those who are promoting and celebrating the perversions and deviancies we see in modern culture. We need to mark those trying to sexualize kids at every turn.

-Love heralded as an emotion, and not as an act of will, has been a large part of the downfall of modern relationships.

-Is there any truer verse than Romans 7:15 to describe the heart?

-The courageous people of today are those who refuse to take part in the lies spread by the media, the government, and the rainbow cult.

-We are society awash in meaninglessness; people with no greater purpose or desire for the good. They pursue temporary pleasures to their own peril and make themselves woefully unhappy in the long run.

-If you are a slave to a substance or desire, you are not free.

-Foregoing short-term pleasures is hard. Discipline is not an easy road to walk.

-Our choices in life make us who we are. Some choose wisely and live peacefully. Others choose poorly, and must endure the consequences.

-There is much darkness in the world, and too many people afraid of the light.

-Nature and creation is the one true beauty in this world.

-Perhaps a society that chemically castrates children in the name of ideology, when we know close to 90% of them will self correct their dysphoria through puberty, really is on the side of evil, and deserves to collapse. When a society does not protect its children from predators and harm, it is lost. This is a full frontal attack on children; on the most vulnerable among us. Evil will always present itself as doing good.

-Too many men and women spend too much time making themselves appear physically attractive, and not enough time making themselves mentally and emotionally attractive.

-I think part of growing up and maturing is realizing that getting drunk in bars is what losers do.

-When you see the world for what it is, and the multitude of evils that engulfs us, it’s no wonder so many suffer from depression.

-We are a society that now glorifies the perverse, the grotesque, and the ugly. Evil’s slow march has convinced many to reject the good, the beautiful, and the true.

-There was an Old Testament dictate that the people of God should not tattoo themselves like the pagans do. One look around at the “skin“ of modern society, and the epidemic of tattoos, and one can only conclude that paganism is the dominant religion of the day.

-Sports on TV are merely distractions. For years I followed them with a cult-like further they were designed for. It’s “bread and circuses“ for the stupefied masses.

-Why is it that people so often disappoint us?

-Humans are self-destructive in almost every aspect of their lives.

-Alcohol will always always always destroy people and the relationships they value most.

-How does materialism account for evil in the world? It can’t. It’s impossible. And therefore should be rejected as a nonsensical belief system.

-Corporate culture exist to create obedient and placid worker robots. They no longer encourage any thought outside the approved woke orthodoxy.

-Rome fell because they welcomed the barbarians inside their gates. Western nations will likewise fall because of the self-destructive nature of their immigration policies.

-Evil abounds. The good man stands against it, and searches for glimmers of light in the darkness.

-Incredible that so many encourage war (always in the name of democracy, which is laughable) without understanding, or experiencing the sheer horror of it. There is no greater evil on earth than war.

-People drink out of boredom or because they are boring. They struggle to find meaning in their lives so they mask that meaninglessness with alcohol.

-Later in life, no one will remember their drunken nights because they are fake, meaningless, and forgettable. They will remember the places they’ve seen, and the people they’ve built deep relationships with. They will not remember the fog of those drug-induced nights of fake joy and hung-over mornings.

-The impulse of the powerful is to censor speech in a manner that keeps them in power. The notion of free speech is a fairytale we all like to pretend exists. There will always be speech that the powerful will deem offensive. It is just a revolving set of blasphemy laws put in place by those who want to control others.

-“All Graves go unvisited in the end.” Our mortality should humble us, and cause us to be good stewards of the time we have been granted.

Notes From The Field – Book 1:3

-Abortion: women exterminating their own children for whim and convenience.

-Abortion: the murder of the most vulnerable in society out of complete selfishness.

-Abortion: the most selfish act a woman could ever possibly commit.

-Abortion: making racism, sexism, and inequality, look glorious by comparison in the hierarchy of abominable acts.

-Abortion: women being convinced it’s about bodily autonomy and letting men off the hook since 1973.

-The insanity of Privilege Theory cannot be overstated. It is the subtle racism and sexism of the Marxists, based on a persons immutable traits.

-One of the worst things you can do is meet your hero. As a boy I met a hockey player I had idolized, and was so disappointed. I learned early that looking up to athletes and celebrities was the past time of the fool.

-If we praise and celebrate a mother killing her own child in a clinic, can we really be shocked at the amount of violence now overtaking the whole of society?

-Veganism is the marketing and normalization of malnutrition.

-Veganism elevates the ontological status of animals to a place they do not belong in the natural hierarchy of creatures. It is a moral belief. It is a religious belief. Scientifically, it is not a healthy diet.

-Our taste buds “evolved” as a warning system. That initial disgust at the taste of alcohol is our body warning us that the toxin is not good for us. “Acquiring a taste” for it is overriding your bodies built in warning system to your own ill health.

-There has been no lyric more poignant in the last decade than Strangers by City and Colour. It describes perfectly the despair and loneliness of the modern day functional nihilist.

-If a show or movie does not contain some form of sexual content, the modern mind will turn it off out of boredom. Their dopamine receptors have been abused, hi-jacked, and programmed.

-If you want a strong, masculine man, to care for you, you will have to submit to him.

-I am pro-choice in a sense. You can choose abstinence, contraception, adoption, or motherhood. Murder is not a choice a civilized society should allow.

-Everyone deep down knows that killing your own unborn child is wrong. That’s why we have so many euphemisms for it: choice, reproductive health, reproductive freedom, healthcare, etc.

-Porn is popular because people are starved for real intimacy and connection in a fake online, social media world.

-“Tolerance and apathy are the last virtues of a dying society.” -Aristotle. “Tolerance is the virtue of the man without convictions.” -Chesterton. Our society is crumbling at the altar of tolerance upon which we’ve sacrificed so much and ignored the wisdom and warnings of the past.

-There are no atheists. Everyone worships something. Most people just haven’t figured out what master they serve.

-The mental health of the women in a society will determine the future health of that society.

-At their heart, nations are a homogenous group of people. Multi-ethnic nations do not prosper or survive for any great length of time. Liberal immigration policies will destroy the West, for we know that the greater the diversity in a population, the greater the conflict.

-Sex, drugs, and alcohol, exemplify the empty folly that enslaves this generation. Nihilism is the modern religion of the masses.

-Progressivism creates nothing. It destroys the happiness created by past traditions, out of envy.

-If you’ve ever wondered how or why “good Germans” participated in the atrocities of the Holocaust, look no further than today’s “woke” leftists. It’s the same anti-human ideology. It’s the same evil. If history is our teacher, we have a good reason to oppose it, and stand against their hatred.

-In a prosperous and selfless society, the adults will sacrifice themselves for their children and the future generations. In a sick and selfish culture, the adults will sacrifice their children for their own prosperity and comfort.

-Western civilization arose from the combination of three things: the European nations, Christianity, and the Greco-Roman rule of law and philosophy. If any of these three pillars crumbles, the whole house will begin to fall. All three are under attack. They need to be protected at all costs.

-The rejection of the Christian sexual ethic leads to abortion, single motherhood, perversions, and the destruction of family units. The sexual revolution has stolen our long-term contentment in exchange for short term pleasure.

-Many years from now, the pro-abortion advocates will be viewed much like we view the slave owners of the past. They were for the selfish subjugation of another. They believed their leisure and convenience was more important than another’s life and freedom.

-Failure is hard. Admitting you failed is harder.

-“Climate science” is for those who want to cloak themselves in the veneer of science.

-Atheism is a sign of a collapsing society. It is destructive by its very nature.

-The unintelligent and incompetent use “wokeness” in order to replace those more intelligent and more competent than themselves because they can’t compete on a level playing field.

-True peace is being content in the mundane things of daily life.

-“If God be my judge.” Imagine if we all lived knowing that that will be the reality.

-Every cemetery and every gravestone should be a reminder to us that our time here is finite, and that we should awake each day with purpose.

-The “rod of correction” can sting for a lifetime.

-There is nothing more soulless than a city.

-The “silent treatment” is a killer of relationships. There is nothing more immature and selfish than ignoring someone and staying quiet. It is a weapon born of malice and contempt.

-The advent of the birth control pill made the legalization of abortion an eventual necessity.

Notes From The Field – Book 1:2

-A partner that brings a quiet contentedness to life is a rare and beautiful thing.

-I can’t wait to get older. Hopefully some of the memories and scars of life will fade.

-Parties are just events where people can drink and drug themselves in a socially acceptable manner.

-Living with guilt is its own punishment.

-Lying in their bed near the end, no one will ever have wished they had gotten drunk more, or did more drugs; they will only lament the lost moments and wasted time. They’ll wish they’d pursued things of value and meaning, and put away their childishness.

-Some sins are impossible for us to ever atone for. That’s why true atonement must be fully outside ourselves.

-Life is a combination of joys and heartbreaks.

-It’s hard not to read the book of Proverbs as anything other than a warning against every thought I’ve ever had.

-Demons walk the earth. They are pleasing to look at and listen to. That’s part of their deception. They are those who entertain us; those who pervert every good and beautiful thing, and lead our hearts and minds to embrace every form of ugliness. Demons are never who we think they are.

-The Pride movement is the embodiment of pure evil on earth. It is a political movement used for control of thought.

-Everyone who drinks regularly and uses alcohol for an altered state; no matter how slight; has a drug problem. And it’s easy to hide it as “socially acceptable” because so many need it to numb themselves.

-Dogs just may be angels. I would’ve laughed at this sentiment years ago. But they truly are a gift from God while we walk this earth.

-People throw “parties” for the sole purpose of getting drunk. What a meaningless and depressing existence that is. They are to be pitied.

-Liberalism is the exaltation and celebration of ugliness and perversity.

-Forgiveness is hard, but essential.

-Trans ideology is mental illness. Affirming someone in their unwellness is by definition unloving.

-There is no such thing as hate speech. It is a concept antithetical to free-speech. The term is merely used as a dishonest way of gagging the speech of those one does not like or agree with.

-Christianity tells people they are what’s wrong with the world and improving themselves will improve the world. Secular atheism tells people they are as they should be in whatever state they are, so it is their duty to change the injustices caused by those around them. This is why the latter always leads to a world of despair and unhappiness, for it can never correct those things.

-The amount of alcohol one consumes is directly correlated to the amount of despair in one’s life. There is no other reason to use this drug, if not to numb one’s senses to these depressive feelings.

-One of the reasons I believe in God is because of what happens in the world when people don’t. If history has taught us anything it’s that those societies that annexed Christianity and made belief in God illegal and punishable, ended up creating the greatest human genocides and atrocities. In the 20th century alone, the body count under atheistic regimes exceeded more than 100 million.

-Nihilism is the dominant philosophy of the world. It is impossible for that to end well.

-We are all very quick to question the character of God, and very slow to question our own.

-When a person tells you who they are, watch them. When they show you who they are, believe them.

-People hurt one another out of selfishness.

-To the drinker, alcohol becomes more important than people; the drug, a better comfort than real relationships.

-Hurting someone you love can be one of the cruellest things you do to yourself.

-Our most lucid and terrifying thoughts are in the quiet, dark of the night.

-Imagine needing booze to feel joy. What an empty, despairing life that would be.

-Why don’t people want better for themselves? It’s all too common to watch others slowly destroy themselves.

-Until you live it, there is no way to understand the quiet brutality of divorce. It is something that scars you; that you feel every day.

-The acceptance of trans identities is the rejection of God and the created order.

-If “climate science” is science, then so is astrology.

-The sexual revolution was started by men, for men, and has been a boon for men. The alleged freedom women gained from it is a myth. Women were lied to.

-Envy is at the root of much of modern politics. It is people wanting what they do not have, and have not earned.

-Think of how broken and evil a society is that convinced its women that it’s noble and empowering to exterminate its unwanted babies.

-Masculinity isn’t toxic, but the lack of it certainly is.

-Habits are changeable when chronic laziness is overcome. However, few have the strength of will to do it.

-The gross overuse of the word “nigga” in hip-hop is not about reclaiming a hurtful and negative word, but rather, it is about power and control over the language of others. Just look at the way Kendrick Lamar shamed a white girl for singing the lyrics to a song he wrote.

-Those that seek pleasure as an end in and of itself, cannot escape the despair that necessarily comes from it.

-Rock concerts are worship services for the secular soul.

-The modern person who rejects faith and family is a functional nihilist; despair is the destination to which their journey will lead.

-One of the best lies a man made women believe was that showing off your body was about female empowerment.

-This is a generation that is so uninteresting, so uninterested, so boring, that they are unable to cope with even the smallest hardships without turning to drugs and alcohol.

-More narcissists have gym memberships than those who are concerned about their health and fitness.

Notes From The Field – Book 1:1

For some time now I’ve carried Field Notes notebooks with me to write down and record various thoughts when I have them. It is something I wanted to become habit-forming and enjoyable over time. I like to write and sometimes jotting down a quick note is enough. I think that in the computer age many people’s hand-writing has suffered, mine included. I’ve always thought there was something more beneficial to writing things down and recently Andrew Huberman of Stanford confirmed this:

I am not claiming there is anything wonderful, or original, or ground-breaking, in any of these thoughts and musings. On the contrary, sometimes they are the product of those boring moments when the mind wanders. There is no organization to them although the themes at times seem common. I will record them here in the way they were first written, only correcting any grammatical and punctuation errors. 

Each completed book of notes is too much for one blog post, so most notebooks, once filled, will be broken up into three or four parts and posted over time.

-The promotion of the blurring of gender lines is a sure sign that a society is on the decline. When effeminate men and masculine women are celebrated, a culture cannot withstand that kind of assault.

-Christianity is the only worldview with explanatory power about the true nature of man.

-Covid was real, but the least talked about aspect of it was the fear psyop run by the government on its citizens. Many will never recover from having their brains destroyed by the crippling fear they perpetrated.

-You can never convince an emotional thinker that they are irrational. Dialectic and logic will be lost on them.

-Modern society is an exercise in the loss of meaning: empty lives filling themselves with those things that can only lead to despair.

-Modern liberalism destroys everything it touches. It does not build. It does not create. It demolishes all that is good, beautiful, and true.

-Alcohol is the third most addictive drug behind heroin and cocaine. Most people drink because they are weak and don’t understand the danger. We wouldn’t hang out with friends and shoot heroin, but we joyfully drink with friends and take them further down the road to addiction. Casual drinkers are complicit in society’s alcoholism problem.

-Atheism is incoherent. It is the most irrational belief system. It is a positive belief in spite of the protests to the contrary.

-I will no longer use the word “trans” for that lends credibility to the delusion. Female impersonator and male impersonator is how we should refer to those suffering from this mental affliction.

-Sin has two purposes: 1) it reveals us for who we are, and damns us, or 2) it sends us head long to the foot of the cross of Christ.

-Despair is a powerful word, and an even more powerful emotion.

-Utah and Arizona are as close to heaven on earth as one can get. Pure, unimaginable beauty.

-Politics is all about creating illusions. There is no longer any care for people or wanting what is best for them. It’s the illusion of care, and wholly corrupt.

-A godless culture will be an anxious, fearful, and nihilistic society that can only lead its people further into emptiness and ruin.

-Christianity is true. It is the only worldview or philosophy that can properly explain the world. Its explanatory power about the nature of man is unparalleled.

-There is no such thing as “free speech.” It is just an alternating set of “blasphemy laws” determined by those in power.

-The rejection of the Christian sexual ethic is at the root of almost every social ill in the world.

-Alcohol is the social elixir of the weak and boring. The need for a social drug is the hallmark of a decaying society.

-Christmas devoid of Christ is meaningless. For the world it is merely a time to eat, drink, and be merry; another time of fleeting pleasures with no lasting significance.

-War is the greatest evil in the world. That some agitate for it and promote it, is the embodiment of evil Satanic influence over the hearts of men.

-There is no greater blessing a person can have than loving and supportive parents.

-The sinful nature is the greatest impediment to goodness.

-The brighter the light, the more thorough the vanquishment of darkness seems.

-Politics is the art of façade. Nothing in the world is as it seems.

-I live every day with both the fear and regret that I have failed my children.

-Christmas is hope. It’s a remembrance that all will be well. Eventually.

-A person who lacks discipline and purpose will distract themselves with pleasure.

-I will always live with certain regrets. They are their own punishments.

-Watching children grow, mature, and build their own lives, is both gratifying and sorrowful. They are the greatest earthly blessing a man can have.

-To argue for right or wrong on any issue is a philosophical admission that God exists. There can be no objective delineation between good and evil without an ultimate arbiter of truth and goodness that defines the categories.

-“To save the life of the mother” is one of the greatest lies of the pro abortion crowd. Every doctor knows this is never a necessity. Abortion is sanctioned to preserve the “lifestyle” of the mother and nothing more. It is a barbaric choice of convenience in a decadent, disposable society.

-Abortion is the greatest evil of the modern age. There is no close second.

-If I could go back, I would change so much. Regrets are with you always.

-Atheistic belief is just ignorant narcissism.

-The theory of evolution by natural selection is mathematically impossible. There is nowhere near enough time available for the number of required mutations. The theory is false. Never trust the “science.”

-The theory of evolution exists only so that man can have an excuse to reject God and try to free himself from the guilt. It is absurd on its face and entirely untenable as a working theory of origins.

-For one to make a supposed, rational defence of atheism, one must adopt Christian categories. It is highly derivative and cannot logically stand on its own as a coherent worldview.

-Everyone should experience marriage. No one should experience divorce.

-You don’t have to be an alcoholic to have a drinking problem. Anyone who drinks regularly, or every time they go out, has a problem. Alcohol is an alluring and highly addictive drug.

-The youth of today are weak and lead mostly meaningless, hedonistic lives. That is why they have turned en masse to drugs and alcohol. They have lost their ability to live with purpose. Substance use is the sign of an empty life.

-To not speak up and speak out against evil is to be complicit in it. 

-Abortion is Satanic. The devil is a merchant of death and it’s in abortion clinics where some of his most prolific work is done.

-The financial system is set up in such a way as to syphon money from the government and average taxpayer into the banks and institutions of the elite. The average person doesn’t stand a chance.

-Divorce embodies every ugliness of the human condition.

-As I age, I doubt myself more and fear the world less.