Ugly Beauty – The Elephant Seal

From a young age my favourite animal was always the polar bear. I’m not sure why, but I always thought it was cool, and Canadian. But this powerful apex predator has fallen to number two on my list and replaced by the fat, ugly, and sometimes smelly, Elephant Seal. For the last few years I have photographed the elephant seal on the beaches of Pt. Reyes, California, and watched them for hours during their two months of birthing and mating on the same beaches, year after year. As I’ve learned about them, I’ve become enamoured with this animal that can only be considered a display of God’s sense of humour.

These animals are as interesting as they are unusual. The Elephant Seal mating season begins in January and the males make their way down from Alaska to a series of the same coastal California beaches they journey to every year. The females make an equally impressive journey from the warmer waters of Hawaii where they’ve spent the last nine months. They will return to these same beaches to give birth to the pups that have been gestating since last year’s fruitful mating season.

You can see the moms and their suckling pups all over certain beaches, with the blood stained sand bearing witness to the violence of birth in nature. The pups feed for two months before they are on their way into the ocean and do their best to dodge the enormous, larger males getting ready to impregnate the worn down females for yet another year.

The males are relatively solitary and bear no responsibility in the caring of their offspring. They are only interested in displays of dominance, which in turn will give them control over the largest harems of the population.

An alpha male can impregnate up to 500 females in a season and many of the larger ones have harems of up to 200 females. Smaller males scurry about the perimeter of the beaches in the hopes they can find just one lone, willing female to mate with. It is a hierarchical display of nature’s survival of the fittest. The strongest and most fit will breed the most in order to strengthen the species.

As March nears, the males enter the ocean where they will remain for the next 9 months straight, as they make their way back to Alaska. Similarly, the females leave and head towards Hawaii, carrying their newly fertilized egg which will grow into next years pup as they spend all the upcoming months in the water feeding and putting on lots of fat. The cycle continues and the Elephant Seal “circle of life” continues for another year.

Some put their faith in the magical powers of mindless mutations as the cause of these “miraculous” occurrences in nature. That sort of faith springs forth from the depths of self-delusion and the worship of nature as a god in and of itself. Modern day pantheism is indeed, alive and well. These curious creatures display the behaviours they were created to show, and to point towards the imaginative powers of a magnificent Creator. How do the salmon find their way back to their birthplace after years in the ocean? How do the monarchs migrate to the same areas of Canada and Mexico with no prior knowledge of their ancestors birthplace? And how do these giant seals travel thousands of miles only to return to the same beach year after year? The incomprehensibility of their innate behaviours points to something beyond ourselves, greater and more complex than anything we can imagine. They point to a Creator and Designer who certainly had fun with this one!

 

 

Notes From The Field – Book 2:2

-It is now plain to any rational observer, that the government and those in authority, prefer people to be physically weak and mentally ill. Society certainly has an abundance of both.

-“I drink just to have a good time with my friends,” they say. This is a tacit admission that they need a drug to enjoy themselves, even with friends. Sober moments are not enough for many.

-What am I doing with the time I’ve been given?

-Climate change is modern day pantheism. Old heresies are made new again. Conflating the material with the divine is nonsensical on its face.

-Cancel culture exists solely to try and ban people who have devoted themselves to objective reality. They can’t tolerate those who do not bow the knee to scientific absurdity.

-Homogenous nations arise out of the rubble of failed, heterogeneous empires. Immigration, if left unchecked, will most assuredly destroy a nation from within. Out of that destruction, a new nation (homogeneous people group) will emerge, and the cycle of history will repeat.

-Governments, especially local ones, have adopted a revenue model of governing. They are not concerned with improving the quality of life of people. In fact, the exact opposite seems to be the goal.

-Recent studies reveal that more and more people do not want to have children. Kids are work, but work that produces one of the greatest pleasures of life.

-Cities are soulless. Man was not meant to live in shoebox sized condos. Our souls are deadened by the concrete structures of man, rather than uplifted by the creations of a loving God, in nature.

-Every man needs a great watch, and a sharp knife; one for contemplation, and the other, for preparedness. And both for utility.

-The fundamental premise of freedom is one’s ability to defend themselves. In Canada, it is illegal to carry anything for the purpose of self-defense. Canada is not a free country, nor does it value the freedom of its citizens.

-Those who claim an adherence to “science” still must do so on the basis of faith. Every first principle is asserted and unprovable; it can only be falsified. Both religious and scientific claims have “faith” at their foundation.

-The observable existence of evil is not a proof that a good God does not exist. Rather, it proves the need for a robust Christianity, as the only means to defeat such evil.

-Europe and North America have yet to realize they are at war. The gates have been thrown open, and they have been invaded. The fighting has yet to begin. Homogeneous nations rise from the ashes of fallen heterogeneous empires. No nation has stood for long after such a vast movement of people groups from one nation to another. Prepare for the fall of the west.

-The notion of hate speech is a weapon to silence unapproved words and ideas. Those in charge are purveyors of hate, and are not really opposed to hateful rhetoric. They merely pronounce what kinds of hate are permissible, and what groups can be freely targeted.

-The “best” critics of the Bible are always those who have never read it.

-If everyone were to examine the darkness in their own hearts, the world would be a kinder place.

-‘Sound of Freedom’ is a spectacular film. Everyone needs to see it in order to understand the magnitude of the child sex-trafficking problem around the globe. It’s hard to comprehend this level of evil.

-How is it that evil flourishes in a world that boasts it is more enlightened than ever?

-America is but an ugly shadow of what it once was. As Christianity fades, evil ideologies rush in to fill the void and hollow out what’s left of the corpse of a fallen nation.

-Every aspect of society is degrading. In short order, we will lose all that we love and cherish, to the point where indoor plumbing may be considered a luxury for only the wealthy. A new ‘dark ages’ is dawning and few see it coming.

-The promotion and celebration of homosexuality has made it a lot harder for men to form meaningful relationships with other men.

-One of the main ills of our day is cowardice.

-Drag queens who want to be around children are pedophiles. Drag is overtly sexual. Don’t be fooled by them. Call them what they are. Shame them. They are pedos.

-Drag queens are demons in lipstick.

-People will treat you the same way they feel about you.

-Why do we worry about things beyond our control?

-People do not value life. They harm themselves with drugs and alcohol and proudly champion abortion. Life to many is worthless, and holds no meaning.

-The problem with much of the left is that they are certain about what they hate, but barely coherent about what they love. They do not create; they only destroy and tear down.

-If an atheist honestly searches for truth, he will invariably be led to God; the Truth. Atheism is never an honest quest for truth, but rather, a justification for one’s rejection of what is true.

-Gratitude is a lost virtue.

-Rise early, even if only to enjoy the quiet of the morning. This habit is restorative to the soul.

-The best way to destroy people is to get them to disbelieve things that are obviously true. Get them to believe lies, or fear telling the truth, and you’ve eviscerated their soul.

-Walking through life, you gather a collection of scars; wounds that heal, but leave a mark. For some of us, it feels as if we are limping towards heaven.

-The collective intelligence of Western nations is plummeting, and voting is now an IQ test. Our leaders become dumber and more corrupt as a reflection of the people they govern.

-Endurance in life and endurance in death; it is not ours to give up. Fight till your last breath.

-There is something profoundly ungrateful in giving up your life, suffering aside, before your ordained time.

-The modern mind would rather be entertained, than think.

-The American experiment is over. It could only function with a virtuous people, and that is no longer the case.

-There is no such thing as a trans person. No one is trapped in the wrong body. That people believe this is testimony to the power of brainwashing, and the ability of people to believe utter nonsense in the face of public coercion and pressure.

-The truth doesn’t mind being questioned, for it can withstand the scrutiny. It’s the lies and liars that must cower, hide, and censor any prodding or challenge to their dishonesty.

-A fully converged and captured organization (woke) is, by definition, incapable of performing its primary function.

-There are so many things I’d do differently; so many wrongs I’d right.

-The Pride flag is the flag of the LGBT “nation. They hang them on buildings like “colonizers” of the past to signify this place has been conquered (by the ideology). They think of themselves as a nation, set on “colonizing” the minds of the “natives” with their perverse morality.

-Liberals are more apt to abort their kids. Conservatives more apt to raise and teach their children. The future belongs to those who value it, and raise the next generation.

-The dying light of the sunset,
Is a beauty forever lost.
The departing soul of a loved one,
Is a beauty forever lost…
…until heaven.

-The current generation is awash in the vulgar. They consume it. They revel in it. They celebrate it. They have lost all admiration for the good, the beautiful, and the true. They are “as dogs returning to its own vomit; as fools glorifying their own folly.” As they think and act, so will they be: vulgar.

-300,000 to 400,000 Ukrainians killed in a war that didn’t need to happen; one started by the US and NATO as a proxy war against Russia. Pure evil.

-In other gay news, a Florida school board has allowed a kids book with two “penguin dads,” but banned Shakespeare’s, Romeo and Juliet, because of “sexual content.” They are allowed to read excerpts from the play, but some parts must be omitted. The whole world is fake and gay, and wants nothing more than to devour and pollute the minds of children.

-People have too many worthless friends and acquaintances in their lives. Drinking buddies, gossips, partiers, and the intellectually vacuous; to name just a few. These types of friends will always keep you from becoming a better person, as you walk the wide, lazy path of life alongside them.

-Homosexuals can’t have children. In order to “multiply” they need to target and sexualize the children of others. Grooming children is their procreative act.

-Most paedophiles hide in the shadow of the LGBT community and cloak themselves in the safety of the Pride flag. Henceforth I will only use the acronym LGBTP as a more accurate descriptor of this group until they purge themselves of the cancer in their body.

-Leftist’s want us to believe that people are born gay; that their sexual orientation is fixed at birth. Yet the same people also want us to believe that our sexual identity is fluid and can be different every day. Their world is incompatible with science, reason, and logic. It is contradictory nonsense.

-First it was mandatory toleration. Then it was mandatory acceptance. Now it’s mandatory celebration. How long before they demand mandatory participation?

-Women stop drinking when they’re pregnant so their babies don’t get foetal alcohol syndrome, which retards their brain development. So why would anyone continue to drink and damage their own brains? The drug of alcohol has such a strong pull on most drinkers that they just don’t care.

-The proliferation of alcohol in every aspect of peoples lives is a certain sign of their inability to enjoy themselves naturally, as well as an indication of how much they’ve created a dependency in their brain for substance-induced enjoyment.

-Is it any wonder that in a society that loves and promotes abortion, which is the dehumanization of the most vulnerable amongst us, that these same people do not care about the child sex-trafficking that goes on everywhere?

-A man can murder and cause such immense pain in the loved ones of the victim, that they can decide to have their lives taken by the state (MAID) because of their pain and depression. Yet, the murderer’s life is spared and often can go free. Is that not a sign of the insanity of modern society?

-What if I asked you to eat a particular food because you would find it delicious and it would make you feel happy for a couple hours? I’m sure you would try it. But then what if I told you that this food was a known carcinogen; that it causes heart disease, strokes, and liver disease; that it’s a depressant that will leave you feeling down and gloomy afterwards; that it is something that shrinks your brain and weakens your immune system and takes nearly 7 days to fully leave your system after eating it. Would you still eat it? No? Then why do you drink it?

-I read today that California Democrats blocked a bill to make child sex trafficking a felony. This is what happens when you remove boundaries around sex. This is the slippery slope of passing gay marriage legislation. The deviants come out and keep pushing the boundaries. The full sexualization of children and removal of age of consent laws is the ultimate goal and endgame. The paedophiles will keep pushing to normalize their evil proclivities.

-It was the so-called conservatives who sold out the American middle class, and sent almost all their manufacturing to Mexico and China in the name of capitalism and profits. It was the conservatives who gutted American prosperity and turned them into a consumer and service economy. America is a hollowed out corpse compared to what she once was. Conservatism cannot revive her. Only a strong nationalism can.

-Capitalism cannot work across borders with different laws and economic systems. This is the failure of globalism.

-Once Western nations become unmoored from their historic Christian roots, all manner of evils can flourish. It’s as if Lady Liberty has grown horns.

-For all those still looking at the numbers and following the excess mortality stats, it is now clear that the Covid vaccine was a bio weapon designed to kill hundreds of thousands of people, and make those behind it, rich. The next one will be even deadlier as this test run showed them how gullible and pliable the population is.

-The same people who forced vaccines on us because they cared about our ‘health and well-being,’ are the same ones who do nothing to stop the flow of fentanyl over the borders. They cared not one whit. Never believe them. They are evil.

Revolution Is Necessary

This past week Tucker Carlson delivered a couple of speeches in Alberta, Canada. (The one from Calgary above, was particularly good). He came to encourage Canadians, and speak against the objective evil of the Canadian government. These speeches coincided with the Canadian Court ruling against the Trudeau Liberals for their abusive use of the Emergencies Act against the people of Canada during the Covid lockdowns. Any normal leader would step down in shame, but Trudeau and Freeland are not normal people.

The Canadian media, clutching their pearls at Carlson “being allowed into Canada,” attempted to frighten their shrinking audience that “Hitler was about preach hate” to everyone! Carlson invited the CBC to interview him and put it on TV, but the national Canadian propaganda outlet declined. They never bothered to listen to his talk.

I have followed Carlson’s career now for well over a decade and his personal philosophy can be boiled down to this: 1) a government’s fundamental obligation is to its own citizens, and 2) everything the government does should result in human flourishing and stronger families. Governments of the West have abandoned these goals for their globalist visions, and in fact, are doing the exact opposite, on purpose. They have set upon a course that will only cause increasing misery. Our leaders are evil. Trudeau and Biden are evil men bent on destroying their countries. There is no other rational conclusion one can reach.

It goes without saying that what Trudeau did during the Covid lockdown and the trucker protests can only be described as evil. He had no authority to take away the rights of his citizens in the manner in which he did. Likewise in the US, Joe Biden has exemplified evil in leaving the southern border to Mexico wide open. The invasion that has occurred over the last 2 to 3 years has forever changed the face of America and will bring unimaginable hardship to that country over the next several decades. We haven’t even begun to witness the rotten fruit this tree will bear.

We need to call evil what it is, and it is embodied in these derelict leaders with every decision they make. Think of what these men advocate for: abortion on demand at any point in a pregnancy, assisted suicide (50,000 this year in Canada alone), open borders, privileges based on skin colour, foreign wars, massive debt, and national surveillance programs, to name but a few. We are embarking on dark times as the even darker hearts of men attempt to rule over us, not for us.

This evil we are witnessing, if history is our teacher, can only lead to revolution. When evil abounds, good men must rise against it. We must not allow this evil to gain any greater a foothold than it already has. We need the good among us to stand, and fight the good fight. We need to see the evil men in charge held to account and punished for what they have done. When evil abides, revolution is necessary, so justice can prevail.

Thoughts On The World This Christmas

Everywhere you look the world is in turmoil. At almost every turn you can see the results of man’s destructive nature, and their abandonment of God. Over the last several decades we have done our best to eliminate God from modern discourse, and mocked the importance of Christian belief, one of the founding pillars of Western civilization, as primitive and unnecessary to the enlightened of our age.

Society is divided over every issue. Some think there are two sexes, while others think a man can be a woman. Some cheer the recent attacks on Jews, while others decry such evil. Some believe we can exterminate the life of the unborn without a second thought, while others fight to save the most vulnerable in society. Some celebrate ugliness in all its forms, while others struggle to bring man back to an understanding of what is good, and beautiful, and true.

The only answer to these problems and the sick, sinful condition that so plagues the heart of man, is the baby whose birth we celebrate this day. Jesus, the Christ, was God made flesh, who came into the world to conquer sin, death, and evil. He is the only answer to the depression, the loneliness, the despair, and the wickedness, that engulfs every corner of this planet.

The world is hopeless. Only a turning to Christ can save us from what is coming. Our time of blessing and abundance has wained, and a time of war, persecution, and scarcity is upon us. Hard times are coming, and refuge will only be found in the Lord. Only that babe who was once placed tenderly in a manger can save us. This is why we celebrate Christmas: we rejoice over God’s love for us.

Notes From The Field – Book 2:1

For some time now I’ve carried Field Notes notebooks with me to write down and record various thoughts when I have them. It is something I wanted to become habit-forming and enjoyable over time. I like to write and sometimes jotting down a quick note is enough. I think that in the computer age many people’s hand-writing has suffered, mine included. I’ve always thought there was something more beneficial to writing things down.

I am not claiming there is anything wonderful, or original, or ground-breaking, in any of these thoughts and musings. On the contrary, sometimes they are the product of those boring moments when the mind wanders. There is no organization to them although the themes at times seem common. I will record them here in the way they were first written, only correcting any grammatical and punctuation errors.

Each completed book of notes is too much for one blog post, so most notebooks, once filled, will be broken up into two or three parts and posted over time.

-There has never been a thriving and safe atheistic society in human history. Atheism always evolves into evil.

-Society’s problem is a colossal lack of meaning. They will medicate themselves with drugs and alcohol to assuage their feelings of emptiness.

-Diversity is not a strength. It always leads to conflict within a population. We need to glorify the things that unite us as humans, despite our diversity.

-Trans people are lashing out in violence because they know inside they are broken people and they have an intense hatred for those who are normal. They cannot cope with their mental disorder.

-The drinker is weak, the drunkard a fool.

-One of the best things I ever did was not allow my son to be medicated for a wrongful and fictitious diagnosis of ADHD, with some brain-frying drug. Young men who have been on these SSRI’s are struggling badly in all kinds of ways.

-It is frustrating to watch those who know nothing, think they know best. This is the folly of our age.

-No one chooses to do evil because it’s evil. They choose seemingly good things in the hopes that the evil underneath the surface will not deceive them.

-To gaze up at the stars in the dark of night, and think we are just one big cosmic accident, is either the height of arrogance, or stupidity.

-Watching how drunk people talk and act, and how grossly sad  and pathetic it is, makes the sober life all the more appealing.

-Do virtuous things daily, and then do them again. As most embrace pleasure and deviancy and lead lives of despair, the virtuous person who pursues beauty and truth will flourish like a field of mountain flowers.

-We live in a time when dialectic has become irrelevant and rhetoric wins the day. Whoever can make the best emotional argument, devoid of science, facts, or reality, wins. This has been one of my main criticisms of conservatism. We seed ground by playing on their field. We lose the rhetorical battle before the real war begins.

-Universities are cesspools of idiocy, and academia a scourge on society. The sooner this whole enterprise collapses, the better off civilization will be.

-Leftism wants to make you believe that everything ugly, is in fact beautiful.

-The trans activists are proof that demons walk among us.

-We are at war for the soul of the west. The time for compassion is over until sanity is restored.

-A person is the sum total of the thoughts he thinks, and the words he says; that is why we see such decadence, deviancy, and despair in this modern age, where people have given up on the pursuit of those things which are good, beautiful, and true.

-Alcohol is a stupid trade. The drinker exchanges a few hours of fake, substance-induced joy, for 5 to 7 days of the depressant effects of the alcohol leaving his body after its harm is done. Only someone with poor risk assessment skills would make such a trade.

-There are no do-overs. Life is a series of choices. So choose wisely. Regret is painful.

-Objective truth must be the reality of a prosperous society, for if nothing can be called true, everything is permitted.

-The new pagans have gained control; the barbarians have seized the city. The civilizational collapse is well underway.

-The trans movement is the rebirth of ancient child sacrifice as they promote chemical castration and the sexualization of our most vulnerable. They are sacrificing children to the gods of this age.

-The modern pagans love abortion. It is the genteel method by which we sacrifice our children to the gods.

-“Pronouns in your bio” signify nothing more than adherence to the doctrines of a religious cult.

-One day I will die. So today, I am going to live.

-The climate changes. It has since the beginning of time. Putting the same morons in charge of this issue who miss handled COVID-19 so poorly, is civilization suicide.

-What a tragedy that people will give up “amazing” for “mediocre.”

-Western nations are in decline, or rather, free fall. Nations always rot from within first, and the moral degradation of the last few decades has hastened the demise.

-Heartbreak and loss are greater pains than any physical ailment. The heart feels far more than the body ever could.

-Travel is wonderful, but everyone needs to know where home is.

-The problem with the ignorant is that they’re plentiful.

-Even casual drinkers have a problem with alcohol, as they think their casual cravings are normal. That is the problem when you combine a powerful drug with a weak mind.

-There is no worse feeling than quiet despair.

-Imagine thinking that getting drunk in bars with strangers was a good and healthy way of socializing and meeting people. This is how weak and lazy people look to entertain themselves. We live in a time of quiet desperation, that craves the worst kind of entertainment. We need to rethink how we socialize with friends and look to build strong, sober relationships with people of high-quality.

-The US banking system and economy will collapse. It is inevitable. This is my prediction. (May 1st).

-You can tell everything you need to know about a person if they stand on escalators.

-Having a daughter who is sweet and wise is a real blessing. She sees right through the ways the world is trying to destroy young women.

-Evil is at its best when it disguises itself as virtuous, and masquerades as tolerance and compassion. The great evils today are done under the cover of “tolerance.”

-Two thirds of the world drinks alcohol. A third of those suffer from an AUD; alcohol use disorder. It is a powerful and highly addictive drug. We have an epidemic of people using this drug to cauterize the hopelessness, emptiness, and meaninglessness of their lives. We are watching people destroy their physical and mental well-being for a few hours of fake happiness. They are to be pitted in their weakness, and grieved over for their reliance on a drug to feel any kind of joy.

-One of the greatest ironies of the progressive mind virus, is that for all the talk of “toxic masculinity,” it’s the leftist support of the trans movement invading female spaces and reducing womanhood to a costume one can wear, that is damaging women the most. It’s not men, it’s those who support this evil ideology that denigrate the beauty of womanhood the most.

-People will give their time and attention to the things they value most.

-The trans movement and those that supported it, will be ashamed of what they have done in the years to come, when the extent of the damage done to children and teens is fully made known.

-People will gravitate to others, who make them feel good about themselves; those who give them a sense of security, and goodness.

-Always believe someone’s actions; not their words.

-It was once said that “ridicule was man’s most potent weapon.“ We need to bring back shaming, and ridicule for those who are promoting and celebrating the perversions and deviancies we see in modern culture. We need to mark those trying to sexualize kids at every turn.

-Love heralded as an emotion, and not as an act of will, has been a large part of the downfall of modern relationships.

-Is there any truer verse than Romans 7:15 to describe the heart?

-The courageous people of today are those who refuse to take part in the lies spread by the media, the government, and the rainbow cult.

-We are society awash in meaninglessness; people with no greater purpose or desire for the good. They pursue temporary pleasures to their own peril and make themselves woefully unhappy in the long run.

-If you are a slave to a substance or desire, you are not free.

-Foregoing short-term pleasures is hard. Discipline is not an easy road to walk.

-Our choices in life make us who we are. Some choose wisely and live peacefully. Others choose poorly, and must endure the consequences.

-There is much darkness in the world, and too many people afraid of the light.

-Nature and creation is the one true beauty in this world.

-Perhaps a society that chemically castrates children in the name of ideology, when we know close to 90% of them will self correct their dysphoria through puberty, really is on the side of evil, and deserves to collapse. When a society does not protect its children from predators and harm, it is lost. This is a full frontal attack on children; on the most vulnerable among us. Evil will always present itself as doing good.

-Too many men and women spend too much time making themselves appear physically attractive, and not enough time making themselves mentally and emotionally attractive.

-I think part of growing up and maturing is realizing that getting drunk in bars is what losers do.

-When you see the world for what it is, and the multitude of evils that engulfs us, it’s no wonder so many suffer from depression.

-We are a society that now glorifies the perverse, the grotesque, and the ugly. Evil’s slow march has convinced many to reject the good, the beautiful, and the true.

-There was an Old Testament dictate that the people of God should not tattoo themselves like the pagans do. One look around at the “skin“ of modern society, and the epidemic of tattoos, and one can only conclude that paganism is the dominant religion of the day.

-Sports on TV are merely distractions. For years I followed them with a cult-like further they were designed for. It’s “bread and circuses“ for the stupefied masses.

-Why is it that people so often disappoint us?

-Humans are self-destructive in almost every aspect of their lives.

-Alcohol will always always always destroy people and the relationships they value most.

-How does materialism account for evil in the world? It can’t. It’s impossible. And therefore should be rejected as a nonsensical belief system.

-Corporate culture exist to create obedient and placid worker robots. They no longer encourage any thought outside the approved woke orthodoxy.

-Rome fell because they welcomed the barbarians inside their gates. Western nations will likewise fall because of the self-destructive nature of their immigration policies.

-Evil abounds. The good man stands against it, and searches for glimmers of light in the darkness.

-Incredible that so many encourage war (always in the name of democracy, which is laughable) without understanding, or experiencing the sheer horror of it. There is no greater evil on earth than war.

-People drink out of boredom or because they are boring. They struggle to find meaning in their lives so they mask that meaninglessness with alcohol.

-Later in life, no one will remember their drunken nights because they are fake, meaningless, and forgettable. They will remember the places they’ve seen, and the people they’ve built deep relationships with. They will not remember the fog of those drug-induced nights of fake joy and hung-over mornings.

-The impulse of the powerful is to censor speech in a manner that keeps them in power. The notion of free speech is a fairytale we all like to pretend exists. There will always be speech that the powerful will deem offensive. It is just a revolving set of blasphemy laws put in place by those who want to control others.

-“All Graves go unvisited in the end.” Our mortality should humble us, and cause us to be good stewards of the time we have been granted.

58

The memories many; moments come flooding back.
There’s nary a thing in this life, I ever lacked.
I’ve loved and lived, as every man should,
With joys and sorrows, both grim and good.

Life’s twists and turns, I’d’ve never guessed,
Humbled and grateful; I am immensely blessed.
May the Lord walk before me where’er I go;
Keep my kids faithful, and help them to grow.

It’s getting dark; it’s getting late,
The flames turn to embers; my bed awaits.
I’ll arise on the ’morrow, for a new day awaits
Til my time is done, and my steps abate.
These are the things I contemplate,
As the years slip by, and I turn 58.

-Page, Arizona, September 30th, 2023.

The Transcendentals

I often refer to what are known as the transcendentals, or, the three immaterial properties of being. The ancient philosophers wrestled with these concepts as they attempted to understand the world and the purpose of the universe. A transcendental refers to something that exists outside of the material world; something that we know exists, yet is not part of time, space, or matter; and are essential to the human experience when we speak of the nature of being and reality. They are universal values that we long for and seek. We yearn to want, and to know, the Good, the Beautiful, and the True.

The Ancients saw these as attributes of God Himself, and therefore essential elements of the created order and part of who we are and what we desire. They believed that it was through these elements that Divine meaning was communicated to us. Man desires the good, loves the beautiful, and yearns to know the truth. These things can’t be explained by some mindless, directionless, evolutionary process for they exist independent of the physical and are properties of the spiritual nature of man. These values have transcended people groups and cultures throughout time, and man has never grown weary of them, as they are the hallmarks of, and point towards, the existence of perfection. While the nature of these transcendental values may be subjective to many, their existence is innately objective to all.

We desire goodness in our lives, and beauty excites and motivates us. But that which is true is of greatest value, for no matter how good or beautiful something may be, if it is not true, then it is of little worth. It is truth that defines reality, and allows us to know what is good, and appreciate what is beautiful.

Our lives should seek to reflect these values and have our minds filled with the knowledge of them. These three transcendental qualities point to the reality of something outside ourselves, something greater than ourselves, something truly meaningful, something that itself is the Source of all things Good, Beautiful, and True.

As the Apostle once wrote, “…whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report…think on these things.” -Phil 4:8

Notes From The Field – Book 1:3

-Abortion: women exterminating their own children for whim and convenience.

-Abortion: the murder of the most vulnerable in society out of complete selfishness.

-Abortion: the most selfish act a woman could ever possibly commit.

-Abortion: making racism, sexism, and inequality, look glorious by comparison in the hierarchy of abominable acts.

-Abortion: women being convinced it’s about bodily autonomy and letting men off the hook since 1973.

-The insanity of Privilege Theory cannot be overstated. It is the subtle racism and sexism of the Marxists, based on a persons immutable traits.

-One of the worst things you can do is meet your hero. As a boy I met a hockey player I had idolized, and was so disappointed. I learned early that looking up to athletes and celebrities was the past time of the fool.

-If we praise and celebrate a mother killing her own child in a clinic, can we really be shocked at the amount of violence now overtaking the whole of society?

-Veganism is the marketing and normalization of malnutrition.

-Veganism elevates the ontological status of animals to a place they do not belong in the natural hierarchy of creatures. It is a moral belief. It is a religious belief. Scientifically, it is not a healthy diet.

-Our taste buds “evolved” as a warning system. That initial disgust at the taste of alcohol is our body warning us that the toxin is not good for us. “Acquiring a taste” for it is overriding your bodies built in warning system to your own ill health.

-There has been no lyric more poignant in the last decade than Strangers by City and Colour. It describes perfectly the despair and loneliness of the modern day functional nihilist.

-If a show or movie does not contain some form of sexual content, the modern mind will turn it off out of boredom. Their dopamine receptors have been abused, hi-jacked, and programmed.

-If you want a strong, masculine man, to care for you, you will have to submit to him.

-I am pro-choice in a sense. You can choose abstinence, contraception, adoption, or motherhood. Murder is not a choice a civilized society should allow.

-Everyone deep down knows that killing your own unborn child is wrong. That’s why we have so many euphemisms for it: choice, reproductive health, reproductive freedom, healthcare, etc.

-Porn is popular because people are starved for real intimacy and connection in a fake online, social media world.

-“Tolerance and apathy are the last virtues of a dying society.” -Aristotle. “Tolerance is the virtue of the man without convictions.” -Chesterton. Our society is crumbling at the altar of tolerance upon which we’ve sacrificed so much and ignored the wisdom and warnings of the past.

-There are no atheists. Everyone worships something. Most people just haven’t figured out what master they serve.

-The mental health of the women in a society will determine the future health of that society.

-At their heart, nations are a homogenous group of people. Multi-ethnic nations do not prosper or survive for any great length of time. Liberal immigration policies will destroy the West, for we know that the greater the diversity in a population, the greater the conflict.

-Sex, drugs, and alcohol, exemplify the empty folly that enslaves this generation. Nihilism is the modern religion of the masses.

-Progressivism creates nothing. It destroys the happiness created by past traditions, out of envy.

-If you’ve ever wondered how or why “good Germans” participated in the atrocities of the Holocaust, look no further than today’s “woke” leftists. It’s the same anti-human ideology. It’s the same evil. If history is our teacher, we have a good reason to oppose it, and stand against their hatred.

-In a prosperous and selfless society, the adults will sacrifice themselves for their children and the future generations. In a sick and selfish culture, the adults will sacrifice their children for their own prosperity and comfort.

-Western civilization arose from the combination of three things: the European nations, Christianity, and the Greco-Roman rule of law and philosophy. If any of these three pillars crumbles, the whole house will begin to fall. All three are under attack. They need to be protected at all costs.

-The rejection of the Christian sexual ethic leads to abortion, single motherhood, perversions, and the destruction of family units. The sexual revolution has stolen our long-term contentment in exchange for short term pleasure.

-Many years from now, the pro-abortion advocates will be viewed much like we view the slave owners of the past. They were for the selfish subjugation of another. They believed their leisure and convenience was more important than another’s life and freedom.

-Failure is hard. Admitting you failed is harder.

-“Climate science” is for those who want to cloak themselves in the veneer of science.

-Atheism is a sign of a collapsing society. It is destructive by its very nature.

-The unintelligent and incompetent use “wokeness” in order to replace those more intelligent and more competent than themselves because they can’t compete on a level playing field.

-True peace is being content in the mundane things of daily life.

-“If God be my judge.” Imagine if we all lived knowing that that will be the reality.

-Every cemetery and every gravestone should be a reminder to us that our time here is finite, and that we should awake each day with purpose.

-The “rod of correction” can sting for a lifetime.

-There is nothing more soulless than a city.

-The “silent treatment” is a killer of relationships. There is nothing more immature and selfish than ignoring someone and staying quiet. It is a weapon born of malice and contempt.

-The advent of the birth control pill made the legalization of abortion an eventual necessity.

The Myth Of Equality

It is hard to go anywhere, or read anything these days without someone somewhere blathering on about equality and how important it is to be striving for equality in such an unfair and uncaring world. It has to be said: the world is indeed unfair and uncaring, AND the notion of equality is a complete myth, and an impossibility to achieve. It does not exist, and never will. If it actually did it exist, we would not have to hear about it incessantly by the malcontents who use it as a bludgeon and a weapon to coerce and control others.

Let me state it clearly so there is no confusion: humans are equal in value, but they are not equal in any other way. Every person, no matter their station, is of equal worth, for they bear the image of God. (That is why in every godless, atheistic society in history genocides occurred because some were seen as worthless and expendable in the eyes of the powerful). But, and it should be obvious to all, there exists no two human beings that are equal in ability, intelligence, motivation, skill, and a host of other individualistic traits that make us unique. By definition, humans cannot be equal.

Much is said about racial inequality but I find that topic almost irrelevant. Skin pigmentation should not even matter and these people differences are more cultural in nature than they are in colour. I think the more interesting topic is that of male and female, especially in this age where the gender lines are purposely being blurred.

Men and women are not equal. They never will be. They are complementary to one another; neither one more valuable than the other, and both necessary in a functioning society. Men are the builders of civilization, and women are the nurturers of it; each role important in its own right. (I’d argue that the latter is actually the most important role of the two).

Destroying the proper functioning of male/female relationships can only serve to weaken society. The promotion of effeminate men and masculine women does a disservice to these attributes that are necessary to pass along generation after generation. Camille Paglia, the lesbian, feminist historian, has remarked that, “as androgyny in a society becomes more prevalent, it is a sure sign that a civilization is starting to unravel. You find it again and again and again in history.” This has always been one of the seminal markers of societal decline as a culture descends further into decadence and perversion, and we are witnessing a great unravelling of this societal fabric as the trans activists attack every traditional structure with their hate-filled rhetoric.

Men and women are not at war. The sexes need not battle one another. These divisions are meant to weaken and divide us and we should resist all talk of sexism and inequality. We should look to the other as necessary and complementary to what each has to offer. I have said nothing new or revelatory here. This was understood for millennia. I have merely stated the observational truth of history and what has worked from the beginning of time. Those that want to dismantle these things that are good, and beautiful, and true, need to be opposed. Society needs strong, complementary, male/female relationships to function as they were meant to.

Paglia went on to say,

…I found in my study that history is cyclic, and everywhere in the world you find this pattern in ancient times: that as a culture begins to decline, you have an efflorescence of transgender phenomena. That is a symptom of cultural collapse….So rather than people singing the praises of humanitarian liberalism that allows all of these transgender possibilities to appear and to be encouraged, I would be concerned about how Western culture is defining itself to the world…Because in fact these phenomena are inflaming the irrational, indeed borderline psychotic opponents of Western culture …Nothing better defines the decadence of the West…than our toleration of open homosexuality and this transgender mania now.

We need to celebrate and affirm traditional masculinity and femininity as the achievable ideals for society so that we can maintain order and function and build strong relationships and families. We need not view the other as the enemy, but rather, as a partner in building something beautiful together, each with a different, but necessary role.

Notes From The Field – Book 1:2

-A partner that brings a quiet contentedness to life is a rare and beautiful thing.

-I can’t wait to get older. Hopefully some of the memories and scars of life will fade.

-Parties are just events where people can drink and drug themselves in a socially acceptable manner.

-Living with guilt is its own punishment.

-Lying in their bed near the end, no one will ever have wished they had gotten drunk more, or did more drugs; they will only lament the lost moments and wasted time. They’ll wish they’d pursued things of value and meaning, and put away their childishness.

-Some sins are impossible for us to ever atone for. That’s why true atonement must be fully outside ourselves.

-Life is a combination of joys and heartbreaks.

-It’s hard not to read the book of Proverbs as anything other than a warning against every thought I’ve ever had.

-Demons walk the earth. They are pleasing to look at and listen to. That’s part of their deception. They are those who entertain us; those who pervert every good and beautiful thing, and lead our hearts and minds to embrace every form of ugliness. Demons are never who we think they are.

-The Pride movement is the embodiment of pure evil on earth. It is a political movement used for control of thought.

-Everyone who drinks regularly and uses alcohol for an altered state; no matter how slight; has a drug problem. And it’s easy to hide it as “socially acceptable” because so many need it to numb themselves.

-Dogs just may be angels. I would’ve laughed at this sentiment years ago. But they truly are a gift from God while we walk this earth.

-People throw “parties” for the sole purpose of getting drunk. What a meaningless and depressing existence that is. They are to be pitied.

-Liberalism is the exaltation and celebration of ugliness and perversity.

-Forgiveness is hard, but essential.

-Trans ideology is mental illness. Affirming someone in their unwellness is by definition unloving.

-There is no such thing as hate speech. It is a concept antithetical to free-speech. The term is merely used as a dishonest way of gagging the speech of those one does not like or agree with.

-Christianity tells people they are what’s wrong with the world and improving themselves will improve the world. Secular atheism tells people they are as they should be in whatever state they are, so it is their duty to change the injustices caused by those around them. This is why the latter always leads to a world of despair and unhappiness, for it can never correct those things.

-The amount of alcohol one consumes is directly correlated to the amount of despair in one’s life. There is no other reason to use this drug, if not to numb one’s senses to these depressive feelings.

-One of the reasons I believe in God is because of what happens in the world when people don’t. If history has taught us anything it’s that those societies that annexed Christianity and made belief in God illegal and punishable, ended up creating the greatest human genocides and atrocities. In the 20th century alone, the body count under atheistic regimes exceeded more than 100 million.

-Nihilism is the dominant philosophy of the world. It is impossible for that to end well.

-We are all very quick to question the character of God, and very slow to question our own.

-When a person tells you who they are, watch them. When they show you who they are, believe them.

-People hurt one another out of selfishness.

-To the drinker, alcohol becomes more important than people; the drug, a better comfort than real relationships.

-Hurting someone you love can be one of the cruellest things you do to yourself.

-Our most lucid and terrifying thoughts are in the quiet, dark of the night.

-Imagine needing booze to feel joy. What an empty, despairing life that would be.

-Why don’t people want better for themselves? It’s all too common to watch others slowly destroy themselves.

-Until you live it, there is no way to understand the quiet brutality of divorce. It is something that scars you; that you feel every day.

-The acceptance of trans identities is the rejection of God and the created order.

-If “climate science” is science, then so is astrology.

-The sexual revolution was started by men, for men, and has been a boon for men. The alleged freedom women gained from it is a myth. Women were lied to.

-Envy is at the root of much of modern politics. It is people wanting what they do not have, and have not earned.

-Think of how broken and evil a society is that convinced its women that it’s noble and empowering to exterminate its unwanted babies.

-Masculinity isn’t toxic, but the lack of it certainly is.

-Habits are changeable when chronic laziness is overcome. However, few have the strength of will to do it.

-The gross overuse of the word “nigga” in hip-hop is not about reclaiming a hurtful and negative word, but rather, it is about power and control over the language of others. Just look at the way Kendrick Lamar shamed a white girl for singing the lyrics to a song he wrote.

-Those that seek pleasure as an end in and of itself, cannot escape the despair that necessarily comes from it.

-Rock concerts are worship services for the secular soul.

-The modern person who rejects faith and family is a functional nihilist; despair is the destination to which their journey will lead.

-One of the best lies a man made women believe was that showing off your body was about female empowerment.

-This is a generation that is so uninteresting, so uninterested, so boring, that they are unable to cope with even the smallest hardships without turning to drugs and alcohol.

-More narcissists have gym memberships than those who are concerned about their health and fitness.

Evil In Our Midst

Without apology:

A society that allows the chemical castration of children under the Orwellian and nonsensical newspeak of “gender affirming care,” when we now know that almost 90% of those adolescents with gender dysphoria will self-correct through puberty (and that there’s no decrease in suicidal ideation after transition), has signalled that its descent into pure evil is accelerating. When a culture does not protect its children from such harms, it is lost.

Transitioning kids is a full frontal attack on the most vulnerable in our society. We have consent laws for a reason, and ignoring these to transition children only opens the door to have consent ages lowered, or done away with altogether. It doesn’t take a genius to know where that will lead, or rather, where we’re being led. Those who are pushing this malevolence are the demons that walk amongst us.

It was once said that ‘the only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do [or say] nothing.’ We are watching the lives of thousands of children be destroyed as this perverse and deviant ideology grips the masses and causes crippling fear in any who would dare speak against it. History will not be kind to those complicit in such evil.

Notes From The Field – Book 1:1

For some time now I’ve carried Field Notes notebooks with me to write down and record various thoughts when I have them. It is something I wanted to become habit-forming and enjoyable over time. I like to write and sometimes jotting down a quick note is enough. I think that in the computer age many people’s hand-writing has suffered, mine included. I’ve always thought there was something more beneficial to writing things down and recently Andrew Huberman of Stanford confirmed this:

I am not claiming there is anything wonderful, or original, or ground-breaking, in any of these thoughts and musings. On the contrary, sometimes they are the product of those boring moments when the mind wanders. There is no organization to them although the themes at times seem common. I will record them here in the way they were first written, only correcting any grammatical and punctuation errors. 

Each completed book of notes is too much for one blog post, so most notebooks, once filled, will be broken up into three or four parts and posted over time.

-The promotion of the blurring of gender lines is a sure sign that a society is on the decline. When effeminate men and masculine women are celebrated, a culture cannot withstand that kind of assault.

-Christianity is the only worldview with explanatory power about the true nature of man.

-Covid was real, but the least talked about aspect of it was the fear psyop run by the government on its citizens. Many will never recover from having their brains destroyed by the crippling fear they perpetrated.

-You can never convince an emotional thinker that they are irrational. Dialectic and logic will be lost on them.

-Modern society is an exercise in the loss of meaning: empty lives filling themselves with those things that can only lead to despair.

-Modern liberalism destroys everything it touches. It does not build. It does not create. It demolishes all that is good, beautiful, and true.

-Alcohol is the third most addictive drug behind heroin and cocaine. Most people drink because they are weak and don’t understand the danger. We wouldn’t hang out with friends and shoot heroin, but we joyfully drink with friends and take them further down the road to addiction. Casual drinkers are complicit in society’s alcoholism problem.

-Atheism is incoherent. It is the most irrational belief system. It is a positive belief in spite of the protests to the contrary.

-I will no longer use the word “trans” for that lends credibility to the delusion. Female impersonator and male impersonator is how we should refer to those suffering from this mental affliction.

-Sin has two purposes: 1) it reveals us for who we are, and damns us, or 2) it sends us head long to the foot of the cross of Christ.

-Despair is a powerful word, and an even more powerful emotion.

-Utah and Arizona are as close to heaven on earth as one can get. Pure, unimaginable beauty.

-Politics is all about creating illusions. There is no longer any care for people or wanting what is best for them. It’s the illusion of care, and wholly corrupt.

-A godless culture will be an anxious, fearful, and nihilistic society that can only lead its people further into emptiness and ruin.

-Christianity is true. It is the only worldview or philosophy that can properly explain the world. Its explanatory power about the nature of man is unparalleled.

-There is no such thing as “free speech.” It is just an alternating set of “blasphemy laws” determined by those in power.

-The rejection of the Christian sexual ethic is at the root of almost every social ill in the world.

-Alcohol is the social elixir of the weak and boring. The need for a social drug is the hallmark of a decaying society.

-Christmas devoid of Christ is meaningless. For the world it is merely a time to eat, drink, and be merry; another time of fleeting pleasures with no lasting significance.

-War is the greatest evil in the world. That some agitate for it and promote it, is the embodiment of evil Satanic influence over the hearts of men.

-There is no greater blessing a person can have than loving and supportive parents.

-The sinful nature is the greatest impediment to goodness.

-The brighter the light, the more thorough the vanquishment of darkness seems.

-Politics is the art of façade. Nothing in the world is as it seems.

-I live every day with both the fear and regret that I have failed my children.

-Christmas is hope. It’s a remembrance that all will be well. Eventually.

-A person who lacks discipline and purpose will distract themselves with pleasure.

-I will always live with certain regrets. They are their own punishments.

-Watching children grow, mature, and build their own lives, is both gratifying and sorrowful. They are the greatest earthly blessing a man can have.

-To argue for right or wrong on any issue is a philosophical admission that God exists. There can be no objective delineation between good and evil without an ultimate arbiter of truth and goodness that defines the categories.

-“To save the life of the mother” is one of the greatest lies of the pro abortion crowd. Every doctor knows this is never a necessity. Abortion is sanctioned to preserve the “lifestyle” of the mother and nothing more. It is a barbaric choice of convenience in a decadent, disposable society.

-Abortion is the greatest evil of the modern age. There is no close second.

-If I could go back, I would change so much. Regrets are with you always.

-Atheistic belief is just ignorant narcissism.

-The theory of evolution by natural selection is mathematically impossible. There is nowhere near enough time available for the number of required mutations. The theory is false. Never trust the “science.”

-The theory of evolution exists only so that man can have an excuse to reject God and try to free himself from the guilt. It is absurd on its face and entirely untenable as a working theory of origins.

-For one to make a supposed, rational defence of atheism, one must adopt Christian categories. It is highly derivative and cannot logically stand on its own as a coherent worldview.

-Everyone should experience marriage. No one should experience divorce.

-You don’t have to be an alcoholic to have a drinking problem. Anyone who drinks regularly, or every time they go out, has a problem. Alcohol is an alluring and highly addictive drug.

-The youth of today are weak and lead mostly meaningless, hedonistic lives. That is why they have turned en masse to drugs and alcohol. They have lost their ability to live with purpose. Substance use is the sign of an empty life.

-To not speak up and speak out against evil is to be complicit in it. 

-Abortion is Satanic. The devil is a merchant of death and it’s in abortion clinics where some of his most prolific work is done.

-The financial system is set up in such a way as to syphon money from the government and average taxpayer into the banks and institutions of the elite. The average person doesn’t stand a chance.

-Divorce embodies every ugliness of the human condition.

-As I age, I doubt myself more and fear the world less.

Butterfly (for AGB)

Butterfly, butterfly, drift on the breeze;
Feel the sunshine so warm on your face.
Keep to the light, and away from the dark;
Live with meaning, and purpose, and grace.

Ladybug, ladybug, keep your heart pure;
Let all decadence pass by the way.
Hold fast to traditions you once held so dear,
And watch all the words that you say.

Firefly, firefly, let your light shine
Til the darkness gives way to the day.
Stand firm in will, choose friends with great care,
For in weakness they’ll lead you astray.

Honeybee, honeybee, don’t stray from your hive;
Beware of the nectar which lures.
For it will poison both body and soul
And its enslavement can never be cured.

Dragonfly, dragonfly, beware of the storms
And the people that mean you all harms.
Remember the good, the honest, and true,
And the care of these comforting arms.

Hummingbird, hummingbird, flutter about;
Fly under the care of the sun.
Cherish the moments; live life to the full,
For joy awaits when you’re done.

Damselfly, damselfly, stand bold for the truth;
Don’t care what strangers may say.
Be strong in spirit, don’t follow the crowd
For your crown awaits on that day.

Butterfly, butterfly, remember thy Lord
And the great love He has for thee.
Spread your wings and head for the skies;
He’ll be guiding you as you fly free.

                                                                                                         -Dad

Marcus Aurelius – Meditations

For years now I’ve seen some of my favourite authors and leaders recommend the reading of Meditations by the stoic philosopher and Roman Emperor Marcus Aurelius. Some have even gone so far as to say they reread this work every one to two years and advise others would be well served to do the same. Born out of the gnostic tradition, I’ve never found stoicism as a philosophy very interesting or compelling, but some of the writings can be helpful. So I decided it was time to read Aurelius’ famous Meditations.

I searched online for a good recommendation on which translation would be most beneficial and settled on one done by Gregory Hays. The intro gave a good overview of both Marcus Aurelius and the nature of Stoicism to shed some light on what followed: the 12 books of Meditations, or short sayings and aphorisms of the Greek philosopher. 

I was underwhelmed to say the least and found it quite tedious in many parts. It did not seem to me worth the praise I had seen from many. Now, for those familiar with the wisdom literature of the Bible: Ecclesiastes, Job, and specifically the book of Proverbs, which are beautifully written and hit right to the core of the nature of man and the problems he faces, Aurelius’ work can only pale in comparison. Perhaps my expectations had been set too high from the continued praise the work receives, but I can only think those who esteem it highly are unfamiliar with the Biblical counterparts. 

While it may be helpful to some, I can’t recommend this ancient work with any excitement. It did have some highlights, however, and a few of my favourites were:

Book 2:1 – When you wake up in the morning, tell yourself: The people I deal with today will be meddling, ungrateful, arrogant, dishonest, jealous, and surly. They are like this because they can’t tell good from evil. But I have seen the beauty of good, and the ugliness of evil, and have recognized that the wrongdoer has a nature related to my own–not of the same blood or birth, but the same mind, and possessing a share of the divine. And so none of them can hurt me…

Book 3:6 – If, at some point in your life, you should come across anything better than justice, honesty, self-control, courage–than a mind satisfied that is has succeeded in enabling you to act rationally, and satisfied to accept what’s beyond its control–if you find anything better than that, embrace it without reservation–it must be an extraordinary thing indeed–and enjoy it to the full…

Book 4:17 – Not to live as if you had endless years ahead of you. Death overshadows you. While you’re alive and able–be good.

Book 6:7 – To move from one unselfish action to another with God in mind. Only there, delight and stillness.

Book 6:33 – It’s normal to feel pain in your hands and feet, if you’re using your feet as feet and your hands as hands. And for a human being to feel stress is normal–if he’s living a normal human life. And if it’s normal, how can it be bad?

Book 7:31 – Wash yourself clean. With simplicity, with humility, with indifference to everything but right and wrong. Care for other human beings. Follow God.

Book 8:59 – People exist for one another. You can instruct or endure them.

Book 11:23 – Socrates used to call popular beliefs “the monsters under the bed”–only useful for frightening children with.

Book 12:13 – The foolishness of people who are surprised by anything that happens. Like travellers amazed at foreign customs.

We must read books of the past to understand the nature of humanity and how we’ve arrived at where we are. So I laud the reading of the ancients and would not consider it a waste of time to read the Meditations, but time would be better spent reading the book of Proverbs, in my opinion. I am happy to have read this classic and benefitted from it, but I will not consider ever having to reread it like some suggest.

2 ⭐️⭐️ out of 5

 

Johnny Cash – Forever Words

I never make resolutions because they will invariably set me up for disappointment. No one likes to make their own failure inevitable. But I did commit to making 2023 the year of getting back to reading more good books and spending less time reading online. I use to read a lot. I want that aspect of my old life back. So the first book of the year was a short, easy read to start things off: Johnny Cash – Forever Words.

Johnny Cash is an interesting man. Some of his music I love, while some I don’t. He is dichotomous in so many aspects of his music, writing, life, and character, and there is no denying the depth of emotion that certain phrases or songs from him can elicit.

The one constant throughout his life was that God was central to who he was; both in triumph and in failure. He suffered some early family tragedies, and struggled with addiction and relationships almost his entire life. Yet through it all he always came back to the One he loved.

This book is an easy read and gives the admirer of Cash a little glimpse into who he was through a small selection of his unpublished poetry. To be honest some of the selections were not to my liking and seemed somewhat remedial and not what I expected; while others you could almost hear being read in Cash’s growly, weathered voice:

Liquid, tablet, capsule, powder
Fumes and smoke and vapor
The payoff is the same in the end
Liquid, tablet, capsule, powder
Fumes and smoke and vapor
Convenient ways to get the poison in

The hidden gem is this book is the little introduction by John Carter Cash, Johnny’s son. It’s interesting to hear a son reflect upon both his father’s legacy; both the good and bad elements of his life, while also expressing a deep love and affection for the man he called “Dad.”

My favourite lines come from a poem called Does Anybody Out There Love Me?

It’s a long and endless journey
When you’re on the lost pathway
Today will not be different
Than a hundred yesterdays

But maybe there’s a new life
Dawning with the morning sun
And I’ll be a better man
For where I’ve been and what I’ve done

There are many other books on Johnny Cash that give much deeper insight into the man. This is not a ‘must read‘ by any stretch, but rather, a taste of who the man was behind those dark and brooding expressions. For good or for ill, maybe we can see just a little of ourselves in the “Man in Black” and the words he wrote in prose and song.

3 ⭐️⭐️⭐️ out of 5

A Christmas Thought

It is often asked that, ‘if God is real, why does evil and suffering exist?‘ In other words, why would a good and loving God permit the cruelties and sufferings we witness on a daily basis? That those who reject and mock the very notion of God would think that this same God should and would create a world to their liking, and let them live lives with not even a passing thought towards their Creator, belies the nonsensical nature of the question they ask.

It is true that the world is full of evil, and sorrow, and suffering, and tragedy, and all of it resulted from man’s rejection of God. Man wanted to live as his own god with no duty to the One who created him. We, like sheep, have gone astray, and our hearts are only interested in living for ourselves.

Man was done with God, but thankfully, God was not done with us.

On this day we celebrate God sending his Son into the world to save those who rejected Him. He took on the form of man. He came humbly, born amongst animals in a stable. He lived a perfect life so that we may too shall live. Jesus came to reconcile man with God.

The original question is asked poorly. That evil even exists necessitates a need for this Saviour. The question should not be ‘why would a loving God allow evil?‘ but rather, ‘why would God save those who rejected Him at all?‘ Christianity is the only answer for the existence of evil; it is the only way to make sense of evil in the world. No other worldview can account for, and deal with, all the wickedness. Only Jesus can.

We celebrate Christmas to commemorate God coming into the world to defeat sin and evil once and for all. If this is not at the heart of your celebrations today, then you are not celebrating Christmas; you are not celebrating God’s goodness to those who rejected Him and embraced evil. We celebrate that which is good, and beautiful, and true, this day, for we know that evil has been conquered, and we look forward to the day when it is no more.

Alcohol: The Modern ‘Opiate of the Masses’

For those that know me, they will generally know of my total opposition to alcohol consumption and its regular use as a recreational drug. For almost 40 years now I have made statements that have raised eyebrows and made people think I was crazy. It’s cost me friendships and not something I’ve ever taken lightly. I’ve probably read more about the effects of alcohol on the body and brain than 99.9% of the population. My opinions are strong and sometimes unintentionally offensive, (especially to drinkers who quickly get defensive), yet all of them are based on the science, studies, and professionals who research the most common psychoactive drug used worldwide. It’s my opinion that most people have been easily brainwashed into our drinking culture will little to no thoughts of its harmful effects, and been encouraged to partake in the adolescent “rite of passage” of alcohol experimentation at a time in their brain development when the substance is its most addictive. It’s hard to convince people of anything these days that they won’t let themselves believe; even in the face of the strongest evidence. I can only hope for those that stumble upon this post that the data presented is at least a little compelling in moving the reader to consider pouring their favourite drug down the drain for good.

I recently watched Dr. Andrew Huberman’s podcast on alcohol. Huberman is a neurobiologist and runs The Huberman Lab in the School of Medicine at Stanford University. This podcast was quite revealing and certain things he said about alcohol shocked me. He relies only on the latest data and science. For anyone interested in this issue, this is one of the best, most thorough talks I’ve ever heard on the issue and it gets quite in depth on the destructive nature of alcohol on the brain and body. It is well worth your time, and was the motivation to finally finish this post that I’ve started, what seems like, countless times.

Alcohol is a liquid. It is medically classified as a toxin. It is its’ properties as a poison that causes drunkenness; ie. the state of drunkenness is a literal poisoning of the brain when the alcohol (acetaldehyde) crosses the blood/brain barrier. The horrible aches and feelings of a hangover the next day is the process of purging the last remnants of alcohol from the body, very similar to drug withdrawal. Alcohol is a depressant, which, after its brief euphoria phase produces long lasting feelings of depression, anxiety, and mood swings; as long as 7-10 days after an evening of just 4 or more drinks. Eight ounces of pure alcohol will kill you almost immediately. Humans have learned to masquerade its taste with fruity flavours, glamourize its appearance with vibrant colours, and market it with names that make us long for one after another, all in the name of “a good time.” Every single alcohol commercial markets their product as the only essential ingredient for a fun night out on the town, when nothing could be further from the truth. The lies of both omission and commission by the alcohol industry, along with a high level of propaganda, have fooled almost everyone into believing this drug is nearly harmless.

The majority of humans are self-destructive creatures. From drugs, alcohol, sugar, processed foods, social media, porn, etc., very few can properly regulate their desires and often choose short-term destructive pleasures over their long-term well-being. There is no question there is an addiction crisis in affluent nations around the world with easy access to all these things that do us harm. Most drinkers are surprised to learn that alcohol is one of the most addictive substances on the planet. In lists of addictive drugs, alcohol ranks anywhere from second to fifth depending upon the methodology used; usually ranking only behind heroin and cocaine. People cannot believe it is considered more addictive than meth or barbiturates. For example, on the Henningfield and Benowitz scales, alcohol ranks 2nd behind heroin yet higher than cocaine for its ability to addict its users. The US based Addiction Center also ranks it 2nd. Another medical rehab center ranks it 3rd. The Pathfinder Recovery Center ranks it 4th. There is just no question that there is a strong addictive pull to alcohol, and even among casual drinkers who are not alcoholics, there is a milder draw towards it outside of their control, especially in social settings.

Alcohol is a leading cause of death worldwide. Nearly 3 million people die every year from alcohol consumption. In 2019, alcohol-impaired driving fatalities accounted for 10,142 deaths (28% of overall driving fatalities; 28 per day in the US). 1,500 students die every year on American college campuses from alcohol poisoning and other alcohol related incidents. On those same campuses, about 50% of the 97,000 sexual assaults that happen every year involve alcohol (43% of victims and 69% of perpetrators). A staggering 86% of homicides and 60% of all sexual abuse and rape cases are under the influence of this drug. Alcohol is directly linked to cancer and greatly increases cancer risk in even moderate drinkers. Even minimal drinking is associated with a higher risk of cancer. Alcohol is a direct cause of 7 types of cancer and the rise in female breast cancer over the past few decades is directly correlated with the rise in female alcohol consumption, which in times past was mostly the domain of men. It was linked to 740,000 new cases of cancer in 2020 alone. There are many other health problems that come from drinking alcohol besides just cancer. We know it contributes to liver disease, stomach and digestive problems, high blood pressure, heart disease, iron deficiencies, and a weakening of the immune system. Alcohol slows metabolism, changes the way your body stores energy from food, and reduces muscle protein synthesis. It’s comical to think about the hours people will spend in the gym “for their health,” only to turn around and consume alcohol a couple nights a week and compromise their health. It’s safe to say that vanity, not health, is the motivator in those hours spent at the gym. There is no such thing as a “healthy partier,” no matter how many squats or pushups they do. All recent studies have confirmed this: there is no safe level of alcohol consumption when it comes to your health. Zero is best, and moderate to heavy drinking will most certainly shorten your life. Alcohol consumption ages you faster and weathers your appearance.

From the data we know that 1 in 8 adults, almost 13%, are alcoholics and it appears that between 15%-20% of the population have some sort of alcohol use disorder (AUD). (When you consider that only about 60% of adults are “drinkers”, that equates to 30-35% of all drinkers having a problematic relationship with their booze). It is estimated that 33% of all adults will suffer from an AUD at some point in their life. These are staggering numbers. Look around at your next party. If it’s a party of 20 people we know statistically that 3-5 of them have a problem with alcohol; even more if they are all drinking. Yet we have made the ingestion of this drug a “harmless” social norm. Would you do meth or cocaine with your friends and help feed that addiction? Of course not. So why do we casually participate in parties with friends where excessive drinking is not only normal but encouraged, and help to lead some of them down the path of addiction? People don’t like to hear it, but they are complicit in both their own, and their friends, drinking problems. The American Addiction Center describes the addictive effects of alcohol this way:

Alcohol acts on dopamine levels to enhance mood, like other drugs, but it also serves as a central nervous system depressant, slowing down nerve firings and the functions of the central nervous system. This results in lowered blood pressure and heart rate. It also promotes sedation and impairs motor skills and cognition. When people are under the influence of alcohol, they are likely to engage in risky behaviours as inhibitions are lowered. They may also be more talkative and sociable, and may experience mood swings and impaired decision-making and impulse-control abilities.

Alcohol abuse, especially when alcohol is consumed in heavy or binge drinking patterns, can lead to a dependency on the substance. When alcohol begins to leave the body, withdrawal symptoms can range from mild to life-threatening. When the effects of alcohol wear off, the brain may try to restore a chemical balance, causing a kind of rebound of some of the nerve firings that were suppressed by the alcohol. Anxiety, depression, insomnia, tremors, sweating, irregular heart rate, hypertension, nausea and vomiting, headaches, abdominal pain, and even psychosis and seizures are potential alcohol withdrawal symptoms. A desire to keep these symptoms to a minimum may lead to using alcohol as a form of self-medication for alcohol withdrawal and can therefore perpetuate alcohol addiction.

Heavy drinkers, even while building their tolerance to alcohol in the short-term, can have noticeable impairments to brain function years later. This explodes the notion that many falsely believe: that once a tolerance to alcohol is built up, its negative effects are no longer worrisome. Even moderate alcohol intake can reduce the brain’s ability to produce new cells by 40% and this causes long term memory problems as the production of new cells in the hippocampus is greatly reduced. Regular alcohol consumption will most certainly deteriorate brain function over time.

Binge drinking, the most common form of alcohol consumption, is associated with increased mortality and morbidity, and findings indicate that even a single alcohol binge results in increased serum endotoxin levels which in turn leads to greater levels of depression. Women had higher elevated endotoxin levels in their blood after a binge than men did, and perhaps this is one reason we see higher levels of depression in women as well. Women tend to use alcohol to self-medicate for immediate relief of anxiety and depression when in fact it exacerbates these problems they are seeking relief from, leading to a greater number of functional alcoholics who rely on its effects to cope with life. While we are on the topic of female consumption, it is worth noting that alcohol use by women is accelerating rapidly and of deep concern to health authorities here in Canada. Binge drinking by childless women has doubled. (I’ll let the reader draw their own conclusions from that). Women face greater risks in consuming alcohol than men do and female drinking is reaching troubling levels. No matter how you look at it, the news is not good.

The mental and physical toll of drinking  on the brain cannot be understated. We know that alcohol is linked to brain damage. Alcohol and its affects on the brain are many. Heavy drinking can change your DNA to facilitate further heavy drinking which leads to alcoholism over time. Even moderate alcohol consumption can damage the brain. Heavy drinkers have the lowest IQ. (Study is here). The biggest risk factor for dementia later in life is alcohol consumption, which is avoidable. (Another article here). Alcohol intake leads to a thinner cerebral cortex which is the area of the brain that supports higher-level cognition. Almost every study shows that there is no safe level of alcohol consumption that is beneficial for proper brain health.

Most people downplay their consumption and think they can easily handle their alcohol. More people would be surprised to find they are classified as heavy drinkers rather than just a casual imbiber. What constitutes a heavy drinker? Well for females, 8 or more drinks per week and 15 or more for males would make one a heavy drinker; and at an alarming risk for an AUD. The CDC has reported that 10% of all deaths between the ages of 20 and 64 are due to excessive alcohol consumption. Alcohol and excessive consumption is a far bigger societal problem than most people would guess. This article does a good job of breaking down consumption habits by decile. It’s refreshing to see that the bottom 40% of the population consume almost no alcohol at all which should be encouraging for those who drink because of peer pressure, to fit in, to be one of the “cool kids”, for social status, or any number of other reasons. 

Look, I understand the arguments for drinking that people use, but none of them are compelling when put up against the clear risk data. Every single one amounts to opting for short-term pleasure and temporary “good feelings” at the expense of one’s mental and physical health. This is the trade-off that every single hard drug user makes as well. This is the hard reality; this is the science.

If you need a drink at the the end of a hard day; you have a drinking problem. If you need a drink to have a good time with friends; you have a drinking problem. If you can’t go out without drinking; you have a drinking problem. If you need a drink to feel normal; you have a drinking problem. If you need a drink to help you mask or alleviate emotional pain; you have a drinking problem. If you need a drink to escape the difficulties of life; you have a drinking problem. Some of these are understandable, but most are not. People use substances every day for “fun,” or to self-medicate, or to lessen anxiety, or to forget. I’m not unsympathetic to those who are hurting or trying to forget a trauma, but a substance is never the answer. Alcohol has never once solved a problem, but it has, on countless occasions, created them. It has created pain, grief, sorrow, anger, and embarrassment. The reliance on alcohol has caused so many people to unwittingly become slaves to a substance; a substance that ruins lives.

Ultimately, alcohol is used by the weak; those who need a crutch, those who can’t cope or produce on their own. They drink because their life is missing something they think they will find in the bottom of a bottle. They can’t produce happiness on their own. They can’t produce confidence on their own. They can’t produce contentment on their own. They can’t have “fun” in a sober state. So they turn to a drug to produce the feelings that they cannot, rather than do the hard work of improving themselves and that which is necessary to construct a full, fun-filled life. There are no shortcuts. Alcohol is not a shortcut. It produces the illusion of happiness, of fun, of confidence, of sexiness; only to leave those who rely on it worse off when its temporary, fleeting effects wear off. The continued reliance on a substance in order to find peace or fulfillment or happiness or whatever an empty soul is yearning to find, will ultimately render its user subservient to its addictive power.

Society at large suffers from a spiritual problem. There is a lack of meaning and purpose in the modern, aimless life, which causes it to distract itself with pleasure and consumption. A night out drinking helps to cauterize their hollow feelings. Alcohol creates these fake and transient pleasures as a way of escape from this empty reality. People have little meaning or purpose so they chase after superficial, ungratifying pleasures which leaves them unfulfilled, depressed, and lonely. They lack the tools to cope so they seek solace in a substance who’s only promise is to give them more of the emptiness and pain that they are running from. They yearn for human connection through the social use of alcohol, but fail to understand that meaningful human connections can never be built through drunkenness, and your soulmate will never be found passed out at the end of a bar at 2am. We substitute real connections for fake, substance-induced interactions for fear of being vulnerable and real. Booze gives them the safe barrier to hide behind. Drinking is drug use, and as much as people decry this description, factually and scientifically it is.

Society has a drug problem and alcohol is the most common drug of choice. 70% of Americans are on meds. 25% of people over 18 take something for their mental health. There were 300 million prescriptions for antidepressants written in 2021 in the US; many of those for people who spend their weekends drinking a depressant and wondering why they are moody and down most of their waking sober time. We need to fix this. We need to encourage people to find the joy in a sober life without wasting it in dingy bars and slowly killing themselves in the process. We need to stop drugging ourselves to death and look to seek meaning and fulfillment outside the “easy fix” of a drug that can provide neither. I understand why people drink because most people bow to peer pressure and are followers. “Drinking is a social thing” is the great justification they use to follow the crowd. We need to encourage people to be strong, to be individuals, to strive for personal strength of conviction, and to search for greater meaning for their lives. We should seek out those things that are good, beautiful, and true; and do away with those things that are destructive and unhealthy. True freedom only comes when we pursue a totally authentic and sober life, experiencing people and the world in all its beautiful reality, while putting away the childishness and immaturity of trying to create this artificially through the use of alcohol and other substances. We will be stronger for it if we do.

No matter how dark it may get, and it will get darker than anyone ever plans it to get when they are mired in a reliance on the bottle, there is always hope. Light conquers darkness. Sobriety will always, always, always, be greater than the casual or serious enslavement of alcohol.

Karl Marx once called religion the “opiate of the masses,” meaning that religion served as the “drug” to stupefy and dull the people.  In our modern day, alcohol serves the same purpose, leaving people and society all the poorer and dysfunctional for it.


Post script:

1) There are few things more hilarious than watching “experts” sit around regaling one another with their thoughts on the merits of one wine over another or how their favourite “paint thinner,” otherwise known as whiskey, is better than another. Studies have shown that it is not objective, and primarily a psychological phenomenon of wanting to seem “cultured” or “sophisticated” or an expert. (Must read this, and this).

2) An excellent report on Canadian drinking habits. This covers almost every issue, some I didn’t have the time or space to mention.

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Notice Dr. Huberman’s purposeful use of the word “seem”. Alcohol creates the illusion of normal, the illusion of fun, the illusion of happiness. What it creates is fake and fleeting. We know this because when its effects wear off, the person is left in a worse state than they were before.

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Alcohol cannot bring happiness or contentment, only addiction. It takes work to create happiness and pleasure in your life and the alcohol shortcut is always a poor trade of easy instant gratification for the long term consequences of disease and/or addiction.

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Autumn

There is no prettier time of year when the joyful exuberance of summertime gives way to the aging blaze of colour in autumn; before the grey and cold winter signifies another year is done. I’ve gone for a number of long walks just to soak in the beauty of fall. Few things uplift the soul like colour on the trees and sunshine on the face.

Seasons change. Life changes. The old must die so that the new may once again flourish in spring. We all have those things in our lives that we want to put to death, and things we want to change, so that the beauty of the new life may fill us again with the wonder we once knew. Autumn shows us how beautiful it can be to let some things go.

The richness of the Artist’s pallet is a wonder to behold this time of year. The beauty of His brush strokes seems unending and infinite in its creative majesty. We never fully comprehend the depth of the beauty around us and the colours of fall help to amplify nature’s glory and draw our attention back to the Creator. Autumn should be a contemplative time for us; both, of the things above, and the things below. May we never grow tired of nature, nor of the One who bestowed such a gift upon us.

“Every leaf speaks bliss to me, fluttering from the autumn tree.”Emily Bronte